Chapter 410: Clumsy bedtime story
After a night of girl talk at the bar……that was a little less than cute and sexy, but too naked and heavy for a female slave, Neia and I returned to the Smithson house. This time it’s the end of the day.
“We have plenty of room, so for now you can rest in the room of your choice. There’s no need to rush into anything erotic”
In a very gentlemanly way. And in a routine manner. I seek to find a line where pleasure is taught but not commanded. It is also effective as a normal slave training method to teach her sex at once with a force that shatters her sense of values and then pushes her away with pleasure. However, Neia’s consciousness has a deeper problem. A real 「Slave consciousness」, so to speak. She is unable to choose what is right for her, what is truly valuable. She can only control her own destiny to the extent that she walks along a fixed path and turns her head, rather than looking in the right direction and deciding. No, we can’t even think about trying. A better way to put it would be to say that she has a strong sense of the meaning of her existence…….but another way of putting it is that no matter how much pleasure we teach her, she cannot stop walking the path she once started on and she cannot change her way of life by being caught up in the pleasure. ……She is not accustomed to changing something of her own volition, only to suffer from it, even though she bears a terribly great responsibility. Such a mind is like a domestic animal. Unless she somehow corrects it, Neia will never be able to leave the harsh fate of being a 「Hero」 person and enjoy happiness. Therefore, 「Giving」 must also be in the direction of nurturing her own will. If she wants it, she must reach out and desire it. And rather than just forcing logic on her, we have to make her understand that she can have it if she reaches for it and that she is allowed to have it. It is extremely frustrating, but we must never force her to do so. If it is the same coercion, it will never be able to match the weight of the Kalwin Kingdom and Faria Glance for Neia.
“……That”
After a moment’s hesitation, Neia looked up at me and took a step toward me.
“Hmm?”
“……If you’re not bored, I still……would like to go to bed with you……”
“……No, I’m not bored by any means, but”
It bothers me. I’m not good at adjusting the distance between me and a girl. I mean, if I was good at it, I wouldn’t have been a virgin for 25 years. Is Neia’s half-hearted aggressiveness based on my intention to reach out and seek happiness, or is she just rushing to 「Make memories」……there is no way to judge. I’m a bit of a pushover myself, come to think of it. I don’t reject anything that comes my way, rather, I intercept it with all my might and enjoy it to the fullest. There is no fine-tuning, just lovemaking supremacy. In order not to embarrass the girl and to have sex that suits me, when I decide to do something, I just push and push. I don’t read the subtleties or play games at all. All you need is guts and hard work. I’ve been in situations where I could get away with it and I’ve been with people where I could get away with it, but this is the only time I’ve been in such a situation. I’m not really suited to win people over with sex at all, am I? Anyway,
“Do you want to sleep with me that much?”
“…….If you don’t, I won’t force you to. I’m sure you have your own reasons, like dealing with other female slaves……”
“No, it’s not like that……”
“……No, it’s fine. I’m sorry. I got carried away and was too selfish”
The atmosphere between me and Neia is becoming more and more delicate. No, it’s not. I can say this clearly. This development is probably not in anyone’s best interest. I’ve had enough of this. I’ll reflect on the details again. I haven’t gotten to know Neia well enough to always make the right decision.
“You know, I’m just worried that Neia might be trying too hard to please me. I know I said I wanted to make you my slave and I love sex, but I like a girl who pleases me, not a girl who is willing to put her body and soul on the line to serve me”
“It, It’s not like that……really, it’s more like selfishness on my part”
Neia blushes and tries to cover her face with her hat.
“……Selfishness?”
“……Emm, that……might be brazen, I don’t know……but after the sex thing, it’s fine. I’d like to be able to sleep with Smithson-san……”
“……Ah”
Come to think of it, Neia confessed to me at some point. It’s not because she can sleep anywhere because it’s tough, but because she’s going to have the same nightmare if she sleeps in the same bed. Maybe since Faria, she hasn’t slept side by side with someone. And since she’s been fucked so much, she thought maybe it would be okay if she just wanted to sleep next to me……and then, thinking that I made a sour face, her voice became so sad.
“……Neia. Let me tell you, I’ll naturally rub and stroke a girl if she’s sleeping next to me, in addition to having sex with her in general, okay? Even if she’s sleepwalking, it’s still rather awesome, okay?”
“E, Eh……”
“And……I don’t want you to leave on your own, so when you wake up, make sure you wake me up too before you get dressed”
“……Ha, Haa”
“Fine. I’ll sleep with you, Neia. ……You don’t mind if I have a little sex with you, do you?”
“……Yes”
Neia looked happy, as if she were a toddler watching her father remove her birthday present from behind his back after pretending to have forgotten about it. It’s a little long, but I can’t help it if she thought precisely this way.
“Here, take it all off. They’ll get wrinkles and get in the way”
“……Including underwear, right?”
“Of course. Can I take them off?I try to take off as much of my slaves clothes as possible”
“I don’t know……I’m fine. I’m going to sleep with you……”
Is she that happy to sleep with me? ……Neia carefully folds the undressed clothes on the rocking chair and while firmly loving the white naked body that floats vaguely in the candlelight, I slip off the last pair of panties. Her buttocks, tight but smooth as a baby’s thanks to the miraculous spring and the elf’s blood, are easily exposed.
“……H, Having someone undress you is……surprisingly embarrassing, isn’t it? It might be harder than taking it off while someone is staring at you…….hiaa!?”
Neia let out a strange voice when I licked her butt.
“Wh, What are you doing?”
“I’m doing something naughty, aren’t I? Or is licking your butt too much?”
“……Th, That……I wouldn’t say so, but. Haa……emm, let’s make sure we get it right first and then we can go to bed, shall we?”
Neia makes a proposal to me even though she looks a little confused. I shook my head while admiring the hero who was already undressed.
“I haven’t thought about it that much. ……Or rather, I’m going to bed after finishing it”
“E, Emm……after sticking your hand around here and making it as hard as you can……or even after crawling on the floor and pouring it in several times”
“I’m not going to push it today. I just……”
I myself take off my clothes and stand as close as I dare to touch the naked Neia. The candles on the bedside mini-table are small and both of us are naked, but we dare to look at each other’s bodies at a distance where we do not touch each other. The atmosphere is always very lively and sexy when there are a lot of people together in this kind of situation. ……I’m scared of myself, who is normal to always have sex like that.
“If Neia reacts in a cute way, I might not be able to resist and suddenly start it in bed”
Then I gently plucked her chin only, pulled her close and kissed her lightly. Even though it’s a light kiss, it lasts for a long time and intermittently tilts the lips back and forth to savor the experience.
“N……hu, haunn……nnn……”
“I might screw Neia while you’re asleep, or I might keep rubbing your tits forever. ……That’s what sleeping with me is all about. If you say no, I won’t let you escape this time”
“……So, that’s fine…….I’m ready……to do it……”
“I see. ……Alright, let’s sleep together, Neia”
We look at each other at close range, nodding to each other with only the slightest flicker in our eyes and get on the bed hand in hand. The bed that Elmo and the other blue clan workers made for us is big enough for the two of us to be in a big bed, but we settle down in the middle of it and……Neia snuggles up to me, tucked into my chest. Considering how she said she wanted to sleep with me, I can understand her behavior, but I was shocked by her childish gesture that I couldn’t imagine from her usual dignity.
“Haa……Smithson, san……nice to meet you, please…….”
“……What’s nice to meet you? I thought I told you earlier that I would prank you as much as I wanted”
“……What would you like to do first?”
“May I suck your breasts?
“…….Huhu. I understand……♪”
It’s a shadow from the candle light, but I can tell that Neia has a mischievous, young and happy expression.
“Chuu……nreroo. ……Sounds like you’re having fun, Neia”
“……I don’t know. But…….”
Neia hugged my head, like a lullaby.
“You told me that you would not let me go until morning……I feel like I’m going to have a good dream”
“……I thought I said we’d do erotic things until morning”
“I don’t remember that”
Neia whispered so innocently and hugged me while I was sucking her breasts. Warm skin, gentle body odor. Only the sound of smearing my own saliva resounds in the room. Somewhat.
“……Can’t you be happy about that……?”
“……I think it’s a very nice thing, personally”
Recognizing that I am a public heretic, I acknowledge Neia’s opinion. Neia gives a small laugh. Then there was only a slight gasp.