By the time I’ve come to my consciousness, the light stings my eyes, the curtain still left open for the bright light to come through the room. The roof, a much more pristine marble and elaborate framework way better than the dorm or mother’s house, coupled with a chandelier with more lamps and tiers than mother’s. And the bed I’m in is as soft as the clouds and huge enough that it can fit four people.

I’m in the Alderhide mansion, aren’t I?

I wake up and go near the window, where the sun is at its highest peak, shining and showcasing the spectacular view of the maze-like garden springing flowers and beautifully crafted white statue, a lady pouring water to the fountain. Damn, I slept for too long.

I don’t remember much of what happened yesterday other than taking a bath, then the maids swiftly but attentively mended my wounds, applying fresh new bandages, whereupon at that time I was too tired and immediately fell asleep like a log.

Just as I am wondering what to do next, maybe checking up with my mother, a slight creak of the door invades my ear. I look back and see the maid lightly bowing.

「 Greetings, young lord. I presume the rest was plentiful. 」

「 Yes, it was. Is there anything that matters? 」

「 Lady Heva has recently arrived and is still in her carriage. She has summoned you to join her on her outing if the young lord is awake. 」

「 Very well. Tell mother I will be there in a minute or two. You may leave. 」

The maid leaves the room, and I quickly prepare as I change back to my clothes that apparently have been prepared left on the table.

Then I come outside the room, and make way to the main lobby, passing through the hall littered with paintings on the walls, accompanied by unique flowers in ceramic vases.

「 Wow… would you look at that. The son of the whore in the flesh… 」

Son of a b-

「 Quick, sister. You definitely don’t want to be infected with its shameless vulgar attitude. 」

「 I agree, brother. I don’t want to be the next whore who loves to leech off men. 」

They walk quickly, leaving small mocking laughter as they pick up their pace. They are Ryden, the second oldest brother, and Cefre, the youngest sister of the Alderhide family.

I want to retort the favor but there are more pressing matters. I try to forget about it and continue to the main door, where I finally see mother still sitting in a carriage far better than the one that mother has back in the Alderhide countryside. Wearing a charming green gown this time, but her classic black pillbox hat is still there.

「 There you are, sweetie! 」She waves at me, urging me to come inside the carriage,「  How was your rest? 」

「 Splendid my mother. 」I hop into the carriage, lightly kissing my mother’s hand as it is the normal etiquette,「 My wounds should naturally heal up in a day or two. So… Where are we going? 」

With me tucked in nicely in the carriage’s soft sofa sitting across my mother, the horse neighs and soon the carriage starts moving.

「 While you were sleeping, I thought it would be great to ask for a position in《Veinard Trading Guild》where you will be tasked in one of their branches far away from Veinard. Isn’t it perfect for your current circumstances?  」She says, letting out a small smile, one that is forced.

While here I am lazing around and still worrying about it, my mother has already found a solution for my current problem. Dammit. How much more should I be in debt with my mother.

But why do I have a feeling I’m forgetting something…? Oh yeah, I should check up with Shen.

 

---

Shen, are you there? How is your time in the Sky Palace?

『 All Is Well, My Revered And Honorable Creator~ 』

---

 

Shen, back to its normal dragonic voice. The same deep and primal-like voice. But this time with deep reverence and respect. Even a bit sultry in the end…

If it was in her human voice, I would’ve probably been entranced, with her dragon voice, however… I’m honestly a bit creeped out.

 

---

Judging from your voice, I can see you are back in your dragon form, as requested. How was it? Do you notice any change?

『 I Do Not Feel Any Changes, My Creator. I Am Still The Dragon That You’ve Known Of, Shen. 』

---

 

So reverting back to her original dragon form doesn’t change anything huh…

It was a little hope of mine, but it was all for nothing from the seems of it.

 

---

『 My Creator, You’re with Your Mother Right?  』

Yes… I forgot you can sense or perceive my surroundings. What about it?

『 Would It Be Permissible For Me To Meet With Your Mother? In My Human Form Of Course. 』

Whaaat?! Why?!

---

 

「 Why are you smiling sweetie? 」Mother asks out of nowhere, seemingly bemused.

What? I’m smiling? No way in hell I’m smiling…

Was it that shocking that I smiled…?

「 Nothing, mother. I just thought of a funny joke. 」I say, trying to dismiss it all.

「 Well, whatever it is. 」She lightly giggles, her smile now the genuine kind that I’ve known since I was still a child,「 Keep it that way, sweetie. You should smile more. You would’ve scored yourself a point or two with women with that smile. 」

 

I dismissed what my mother said. I look out the window and try my hardest to keep a poker face, where I will continue to converse with Shen through telepathy.

 

---

And why should I let you meet with my mother, Shen?

『 It’s to… to To Learn How To Walk And To Also Learn Human Society In-Depth, Yes… Yes, That’s Right! May I, My Creator?! 』

Okay… And why does it have to be my mother and instead of someone else?

『 She’s The One You Trust And Is Closest To The Most, Right?  』

Well… If you insist then.

---

 

I’m not entirely convinced by her answer but it’s not like anything bad would happen with her meeting with my mother, right? Right?!

In a couple of minutes, the carriage stops. Just about time. Across the street, a towering clock springs out in the corner of the magnificent building which I’m sure is the rumored《Veinard Trading Guild》The clock tower somehow reminds me of London’s Big Ben, but unlike it, this clock only faces one side.

Near where the carriage stops, there’s a small alley, perfect for Shen to come through hiddenly.

 

---

Shen, can you summon yourself?

『 By All Means. Although It Would Require Your Explicit Permission And Not Far Away From You. 』

I allow you to summon yourself. Make sure to do it on the small gap between the two buildings near me.

---

 

A quick flash of purple light springs out of the alley, seemingly going unnoticed by a few passersby, too busy in their day-to-day life. And shortly afterward, Shen comes out of the alley, looking dazzling as ever. She’s surprisingly standing quite well compared to last time.

「 Ahhh… My cr— Renald! H-how are you? 」

「 Ohh it’s you, Shen! Mother, this is… this is my… my dragonkin friend. 」

「 Hello, Renald’s mother. What a coincidence we met each other. I’m his, Ahh–! 」

Oh no, she falls down again!

I quickly dash to her and carry her up again.

「 Oh my… what happened to her? 」mother asks worryingly.

「 She, uhh… 」Come on… Think of an excuse,「 she sprained her ankle a week ago. She should have already been healed but it seems that she’s still having trouble walking. It would be best if mother can support and teach her how to walk. 」

「 Okay… sweetie, 」mother steps forward, giving her hand, 「 And who is this beautiful girl that I gladly come to know of? 」

「 My name is Shen. 」She steps in, able to stand again,「 and I’m Renald’s ser— I mean… soulmate! 」

「 Wait, wait wait no! we are not! She and I are really just friends, mother! 」

「 Ara Ara~ 」Mother’s hand gently covering her small laughter.

「 Umm… Is there something funny, mother? I’m sorry for not letting you know her sooner.  」

「 Look at you being all shy, sweetie. I’m so happy! All this time I was worried why you’ve never mentioned any women or lovers, while you always go adventuring around with that Reinhardt boy… to the point it leads me to the wrong conclusion… 」She says, avoiding eye contact, and her voice drops near the end, seemingly a bit reluctant and ashamed.

Wait… Wrong conclusion…? Did, did mother think I’m actually gay or something?!

「 Ara-ara~ well anyway, my dear grown-up boy~ I think it’s about time you take care of your business in the《Veinard Trading Guild》with sir Dorlad, while your secret lover and I will have a heart-to-heart, women-to-women talk. 」

「 I-it would be an honor! 」Shen joins in, excitedly.

「 W-wait don’t I have a say in this matter?! 」

They all hop into the carriage again, with mother helping Shen get on the carriage, not even paying attention to the screams of my worry.

「 Fufufu… Bye-bye sweetie~! 」

「 Bye Bye Renald! 」

And they all left, without more words said, other than the sound of the whip and the carriage moving…

I feel left out. I thought I would be together with them if I allowed Shen to meet with my mother. What are they going to do with just the two of them?! Will my mother tell Shen shameful stories when I was still young that I didn’t even know before my transmigration?!

「 Umm… Excuse me, Sir. Are you going to come inside to the《Veinard Trading Guild》? 」

「 Ah yes, I will get inside. 」

I come inside and I must say, the guild is definitely something else. Its decorations and interiors, although slightly less impressive than the《Dyron Temperament》is way better than《Adventurer’s Creed》when I really think about it.

No rowdy crowd of adventurers where they boast of great adventures or share exaggerated tales of defeating monsters as they drink alcohol to the fullest. At first, it gives a rather unique feel to the guild’s atmosphere, but after getting used to it to death, I much rather have some quiet peace. Especially since those kinds of people are usually the ones who only talk and talk, not letting their actions do the talking instead, trying too hard to impress the beautiful girl behind the receptionist.

Much more refined, as trading is definitely the place for the intellectuals with no room left for brutes.

I even overheard a group of merchants discussing which type of grains to buy that will sell the most to different cities.

On the wall behind the large reception desk, lies what I think is this guild’s slogan.

Sweat and guile combined shall turn to gold 

「 Excuse me, sir. How may I assist you? 」the receptionist asks.

「 Ah, yes. I’m looking for sir Dorald. 」

「 Well then, please follow me. I shall escort you to his office. 」

Then the receptionist leads me to his office. I lightly knock on the door and slowly open it. What greets me is a spacious room, with a man sitting behind a table, and what seems to be his assistant standing next to him. A typical room for an important or influential person.

「 Greetings, you must be Renald. I heard from your mother, Lady Heva, that you are interested in escaping from the mundane that is the Veinard kingdom and would like to test your luck in adventuring and experiencing the world outside of our home kingdom. 」

Hmm… Looks like she already has a story to go along with the reason why I want to go far away.

「 Yes, that’s right. I feel like I’m just not living up to my potential. 」I say, going along with my mother’s story.

「 That’s great. We are currently recruiting for skilled professionals in one of our many overseas branches, in the mystical lands littered with floating islands, both equally arcane structures, and mountains — the Kasanra region. The land of the Canids. 」

The man points to one of the paintings. A huge world map plastered on the wall,

「 A week ago we received a message from our branch in Kasanra, requesting more men to help with their operations there. It is a rather weird request since they operate independently and can recruit people themselves, but considering they are requesting educated men with noble experience it is very reasonable as they would’ve been hard-pressed to find a man with such high criteria. 」

「 I can see why that’s the case. But the criteria of an educated man with noble experience… What would I be doing there specifically? 」

「 We aren’t exactly sure, but it is highly likely the job entails diplomacy matters with the local Canids nobles there. You will be given further detailed instructions over there. 」

Hmm…

「 I understand if you need more time before joining us. 」

I don’t need to delay the decision much longer, the sooner I get out, the better.

「 Is there an employment contract I need to sign? I don’t need much more time to prepare. 」

「 That’s great. Give him the contract paper. 」

His assistant places the contract and a fancy feather ink on the table.

The contract is the usual formal one. A logo consisting of the veinard kingdom’s banner of livery white, blue, and gold. With bright stars inside the shield and ships with its classic multiple white sails. The guild’s emblem.

The employment contract term is filled with a description of where I will be assigned to their branch in Kasanra. With compensation of eight silvers per month. Smaller than my monthly allowance, but with an upfront payment of one month. And even insurance. If by chance I pass away in my service, my affected family will be compensated with six months worth of salary…

Not sure if I should be thankful for their generosity or concerned, there’s a mention of death insurance as it hints that where I’m going can be a dangerous place.

「 Welcome to the《Veinard Trading Guild》」he says offering a hand, I return the favor by gripping a firm handshake,「 where under the blessing of his majesty the king, we shall turn sweat and guile to gold for our own and the kingdom’s prosperity. 」

He glances at the signed contract and then passes it to his assistant where he immediately heads out of the room, presumably to pass it to the administration.

「 Your immediate presence there is important, so I will assign one of our affiliated merchants, Sir Aston Marcht, to help transport you to Kasanra in the next three days. He’s going there to sell luxurious goods such as wines to the local Canids nobles there. You will join his voyage and as soon as you’ve arrived in Jayavia city, you will head to our branch where you will report in and be given further instruction. Understood? 」

Hmm… Marcht — a last name. He’s a noble?

「 Yes, sir. 」

「 Great, please give me a second. 」

He leans slightly to the left, where he pulls on a drawer and places two letters on the table. Both have the blue wax seal with the guild’s emblem. Guild’s emblem insignia, and a pouch of money, my upfront compensation from the looks of it.

「 Here is the《Veinard Trading Guild》badge insignia, as you are now officially one of the core professionals of our guild. On the left is a letter of your mission to be given to Aston Marcht. We will tell him the news soon that you will be boarding his ship, but this letter will be for verification purposes. And on the right is a letter to our branch in Kasanra. Oh and don’t forget about your upfront payment. The Kasanra branch will be the one who gives the compensation from now on. 」

「 Thank you, if that is all then I will be on my way to prepare for the voyage. 」

「 That is all. I wish you safe passage and good luck on your journey. And that amidst your duties, you’ll find the great adventure you’ve been looking for. 」

I give a last firm handshake to the man. Then I head outside. My mind is filled with the preparation I need to do for the inevitable voyage. Where I will leave my mother behind…

 

…..

 

At the end of the day, I’m in the Sky Palace, writing letters to send to Elras, Aaron, and some of my close professors other than Professor Meyer, after I just finished packing up my things back in the dorm which all will fit in one large suitcase. Although it’s only in three days I will be going to a faraway land in Kasanra, it’s better to prepare as soon as possible.

It’s a breeze, just writing papers, only what’s left is some minor professors I have small relations with. A simple greeting and a small story of how I want to adventure far away, across the ocean.

With these letters, if they are involved in the crossfire, at the very least those dragonkins will know where they should go and leave them alone.

I’m sitting down in what seems to be the master bedroom, a much more spacious bedroom compared to the others. And with a simple mind of wanting a large desk with a comfortable chair, it immediately appeared in this room.

It would’ve been a calm night if it weren’t for Shen barging immediately inside my room. Didn’t even bother knocking first… Looks like I got some common etiquette to teach in my to-do list later on.

She seems to be in a very confident and ecstatic mood after she meets up with mother.

「 Shen, 」I call tersely,「 you know to knock on the door before coming in, right? 」

「 Yes, My creator. 」She answers, as she closes the door.

There’s that word again that bothers me to death.

「 Dear goddess… 」I sigh…「 will you ever stop saying my creator?! 」

「 You never forbid me to call you as my creator, MY creator… 」She says, letting out an enigmatic smile.

Is she being smug?

「 Hmmm, let me guess… If I forbid you to say that, you would just find another one, right? 」

「 Of course. 」She comes closer, the large table that separates me and her proving to be an obviously poor obstacle as she gracefully navigates around it,「 if you don’t like it, I can call you as my lord, my king, or perhaps… My owner would fit you more~ 」

I swallowed real hard. I’m at a loss with this woman…

「 You know what… I give up, I rather you call me as master than creator. 」

「 Wait… Don’t tell me?! 」

「 Yes, Shen… 」I say slowly, preparing for the inevitable,「 I’m retracting my command, from now on you can call me as master. 」

「 M-ma.. master… 」Her eyes lit up as soon as she finished her word.

「 Thank you, my master~ 」

Her words gently blow to my eardrum, sending shivers to the core. And my lower part twitches.

「 Now then, is there any business for you to come here? 」

「 Umm… Master, would you like some tea? 」

This is bad. My assumption was right. That adventurer doesn’t have a single clue of Dae Sho’s background. I should’ve told Shen to leave one of his bodyguards alive, but alas what’s done has been done and considering the dire situation, her viciousness was reasonable. At least that’s how I like to think of it.

I’ve buried the dead to hide my tracks, but I’m not sure of the consequences that will happen to me for killing him. I need to be meticulous and be cautious.

And that’s why I’m here in front of this house that once must’ve been magnificent with its two-story tall and fancy bricks. Its unmaintained garden with its obvious wild tall grass however loses the house charm.  Professor Meyer’s house. Hopefully, he can tell me what I should be careful of and what to do next now that I’ve done something significant.

I knock on the door.

「 Who is it?! It’s nighttime for crying out loud! 」

「 It’s me, Professor Meyer, your student, Renald. 」

The door opens, behind it is Professor Meyer in his baggy white shirt.

「 What the heck are you doing here, Renal- 」

Midway he stops, his eyes widen, must’ve seen the obvious wounds.

「 Judging from the wounds that you’ve barely tended for, you must’ve come to me to ask for something very important. Come inside, this is no place to chat. 」

He opens the door widely and gestures to me to come inside. I follow his lead and come inside. What greets me in this place that seems to be a living room are numerous scrolls, stacks of papers, and weird ancient statues scattered throughout the room. Even on the floor. What a messy place. But that fits his character.

「 Forgive me for not being able to offer you adequate hospitality. 」he says, feeling a bit lost with the messy environment.

「 It’s alright, Professor. I’ve come suddenly without prior notice anyway. 」

The place was littered with many things that I’m sure that come from his research but thankfully the modest wooden chairs were unoccupied with his stuff. With a swift and careful motion of avoiding his littered things, I navigated and finally took a seat, to relax a bit after a painful journey.

「 So then, who causes these wounds of yours? 」He asks immediately as soon as we both sit down.

His finger tapping the table and eyes staring dagger at me. Annoyed and serious.

I should answer truthfully, without in a roundabout manner.

「 Dae Sho came after me a moment ago, wanting to kill me. I retaliated and in self-defense I killed him. 」

A look of surprise plastered his face.

「 His arrogance knows no boundaries indeed. 」He says, seemingly to himself,「 I’ve advised him from time to time to never be arrogant because there’s always bigger fish in the sea. But to think you’re the one who finishes him. 」

「 Are you angry at me? 」

「 Of course, not. 」He immediately replies,「 however, you know that he is THE young master of one of the largest clans in the Lungkin Dynasty, right? There’s a reason why I’ve become a history teacher in a human kingdom that doesn’t appreciate history. 」

Well, connecting the dots is easy enough with how obvious he is hinting at.

「 Were you in some sort of trouble over there? 」I ask, already knowing the answer, but there’s nothing wrong with trying to confirm my suspicion.

「 Sort of. 」he plainly says,「 something I don’t want to disclose too much, but do not worry, my problem doesn’t come from the Sho clan and even then my problem pales compared to the one that you are in right now, Renald. 」

He stares at me so seriously. The same one when caught his students sleeping in the middle of his class, showing how serious the matter is.

「 I strongly recommend you to disappear, 」he continues,「 away from the Veinard kingdom. Even better if it’s outside of the Concordis region. 」

「 I can understand laying it low for the time being. But to run away even outside of the Concordis region? Aren’t you overexaggerating this matter? 」

Suddenly, his fist bangs the table loudly, papers that were on the table are now flying to the air where they ultimately fall to the ground.

「 Renald! 」 He shouts, gone was his polite and calm manner,「 He is the son of the Sho clan! Famous for their vicious strength. Get on their good side, and you’ll be in heaven. Get on their bad side, however, and only hell will await you. 」

He withdrew his hand off the table, knowing he spoke out of turn.

「 I’m sorry if I sound too hostile, I am saying this out of the concern for your safety. 」

His eyes lowered, shame plastered in his expression.

「 It’s alright Professor, I know you mean well… 」

「 Have you done the best you could to hide your tracks, at the very least? 」He asks.

「 Yes. 」I say with a nod,「 I’ve buried him amongst his underlings. Hopefully, they won’t be able to figure out that it was me who did it. 」

「 How can you be so sure, Renald…?  」

Silence befalls this room, with me being reluctant to answer that question. I mean can the Sho clans connect the dots that a mere human was able to cause such a devastating environment? But if Dae Sho before the encounter reports back to his clan that I have the ancient swords they desire and that he will confront me, then I’m screwed.

「 Hmm… 」 he stops the awkward silence,  「 There is something that you are hiding from me, Renald. 」

His hand makes its way to his chin, pondering. Does he really want me to spill the beans?

「 But honestly, I like it that way. 」

His immediate answer calms my nerves. Thank god I don’t have to explain it was an ancient dragon who did it.

「 The more I don’t know, the more both you and I are safe. 」He continues,「 please do note because of that, however, I won’t be able to give you tailored suggestions that fit your current predicament right now. With that in mind, I still insist for you run away from the Veinard kingdom. I don’t know how well you hide your tracks but you must be very careful.  」

「 I understand…. 」I say reluctantly,「 But that means I have to leave my mother alone… 」

「 Being apart from your family is a shame indeed, but look at the bright side, Renald. 」His tone is higher, seemingly trying to cheer me up,「 This is a chance for you to have an adventure! To experience the wonders of the world and explore exciting, exotic, and new things that befit the drive of a young man such as you. 」

「 I see…. 」I can only reply plainly. I don’t like it but what else can I do?

But where do I go though? I only know the Veinard kingdom and other neighboring kingdoms such as Shiford, and even then I’ve never traveled outside of this kingdom. It would be traveling to the unknown and most importantly leaving mother behind.

「 If that’s all, then you should get going now. You need to heal up and rest. 」He says, forcing me to get out of my deep thoughts.

「 I will get going then, Professor. 」He’s right, I need to discuss this with my mother anyway, no need to hang around here much longer,「 hopefully this won’t be the last time we meet. Farewell Professor. 」

With my farewell done, I immediately head outside, and soon the cold night greets me with its evermore dark and chilly air. The area has very few manaritium lamps, and if they did it’s quite dim, further emphasizing the cool dark.

Then, as I thought about what path I should take to go meet my mother in the Alderhide mansion, Professor comes out of his house, quickly tucking his jacket.

「 Umm… why are you coming with me, Professor? 」I ask, confused.

「 I shall visit a friend of mine. 」He says nonchalantly, fixing his jacket, preparing for the cold night,「 a friend who’s an exemplary Wits magician, able to cast a spell that obscures some of my memories of what has happened tonight. 」

「 Huh…? What for? 」

「 For insurance. 」He says slowly,「 if by chance the Sho clan comes to me to ask some questions about the death of their young master, either in a friendly or hostile manner. What has happened tonight will not go to their ears. Ensuring both your and my safety. 」

The familiar stoic body is nowhere to be found and replaced with a droopy posture, seemingly being reluctant with whatever he’s doing.

「 I hope we can stay in touch, Renald… 」He says, pinching his nose, letting out what seems to be a forced smile, and longing eyes,「  but due to your circumstances, it would be best if we don’t contact each other. Maybe in the next few years. 」

He pats my shoulder and deep in his eyes a reluctant and longing look.

「 I wish you good luck and bid you farewell, my dear favorite student. I sincerely pray that this won’t be the last time we’ve met. 」

We walk on our separate ways. With no more words said and the night becoming slightly colder.

I turn back one last time, and the Professor has already left out of my sight.

 

…..

 

There it is across the horizon, the Alderhide mansion, a luxurious one for sure. Gigantic white pillars decorated in gold stand tall in front of the mansion that supports the roof, reminding me of classic greek architecture.

As soon as I’m in front of the gate, two guards greet me, looking a bit annoyed.

「 Excuse me, Sir. But, who are you? 」One of the guards asks.

「 Renald Alderhide. I’ve come to see my mother, Lady Heva. 」

「 Excuse me, Who…? 」

「 For crying out loud! 」I shove him in the face with my Alderhide nobility badge, 「 I’m the son of Lady Heva! Now make way and lead me to her! 」

Noticing my proof, the guards become quite startled, they look at one another and without a say, one of them lightly bows to me and leads me inside the mansion.

We walk for a considerably long time, seemingly to the far corner of the mansion.

「 Sorry for coming in late, mother. I hope I didn’t disturb you if by chance you’re sleeping. 」

「 Do you think I can sleep and sound when my son is out there doing dangerous tasks! Look at you, you even come here with injuries! 」

Mother grabs my hand, looking particularly attentive to the slash in my hand.

「 Why are you just standing there, guard?! 」She angrily looks at the guard,「 call in the maid! 」

The only response the guard gives is a deep bow and he immediately hurries out leaving the scene, calling the maid I presume.

「 Where is the rest of the family, mother? 」I ask, trying to fill in the void.

「 Oh you know, they are in the nobles gathering after the graduation ceremony.  」

Well, whatever they are doing is none of my concern. I guess this is the perfect time to tell her the bad news. Can’t delay it much longer.

「 Mother. 」

「 Umm… What is it, sweetie? 」

「 I’ve… 」Damn… I’ve just realized the news will hurt my mother… 「 I’ve… offended an influential and important figure. A young master from one of the Lungkin Dynasty clans. I must disappear and get away from this kingdom, mother. 」

「 S-sweetie, this… 」mother says, her expression confused, seemingly trying to comprehend it all,「 this is very… very heavy news… How did you even offend this person? 」

「 I know, thankfully I’ve just graduated. Right, mother? 」I say, trying to divert the topic.

「 Yes. That’s right. 」she says, letting out a forced smile,「 I know you will be on your own after graduation but not due to something like this… 」 Her forced smile fades away…

「 I’m sorry it has come to this mother. 」I grab both of her hands, looking directly into her teary eyes, letting out a small smile,「 I can still send letters to you once a while, I’ve just done that when I’m in the academy, remember? 」

「 Oh silly boy… You’re already talking about sending letters… Do you even know where you are actually going?  」

Ah. That’s right… I haven’t exactly thought of it…

「 I take your silence as no then. Maids! 」 She calls, clapping her hand to draw attention.

Then a maid comes, lightly bowing, her eyes to the floor.

「 Lead Renald to one of the available bedrooms. Possibly next to this room. 」

「 Yes, my lady.  」

「 I have something in mind for you to take care of your problems, but for now you should take a rest sweetie. And let the maids tend to your wounds.  」

I want to retort back but something in me wants to give in. Must because the injuries and battle fatigue has gotten to me by now.

As I got escorted by the maid to leave the room. I take one last look at mother. She smiles as she waves her hand slightly. The smile wasn’t forced but I sense deep grievance and sadness in it.

 「 I have fought against all odds, facing thousands of dragons that could cover the entire sky. And just recently, I’ve slain the heretic who dares to hurt my master and daringly declare himself as my descendant. Yet at this time, I can’t do simple human behavior such as walking… 」She says faintly, failing to hide her obvious disappointment.

It was a rather hilarious sight. After her kowtow, she tried to stand up, only for her flimsy use of her legs to fail miserably as she fell down. The graceful image of hers was instantly ruined.

Now, within my arms lies the goddess that was once a dragon, Shen, grasping onto my neck. Her face inches away from me. Her radiant eyes glued at me, focusing solely on my very being. She looks up as she does, showing a gorgeous smile, one that seemingly never fades. Her enticing breast presses to my chest, where her cleavage is all open for me to see. I’ve somehow managed to not peek at it and put on a poker face.

I think this is what’s called princess carry.

「 Please forgive me for not being able to walk yet… 」

Even when ashamed and disappointed, there’s just something from her voice that entices me.

「 It’s alright, Naga… No, Shen. Your true dragon form never had limbs for you to experience, to begin with. 」

「 Doesn’t hide the fact that I’m being useless and burdensome to you, master~ 」

A shiver runs down my spine the moment she says master soo affectionately. This is bad.

「 It heavily embarrasses me, when I’m supposed to be dependable and strong. 」

「 Anyway… You don’t need to call me master. Just call me by my name, Renald. 」

「 Why master…? I do not understand. There’s joy from our bond whenever I call you master. A shiver runs down your spine. It excites you — it pleases you. 」

Damn, she’s observant.

「 Shen. 」I stare directly into her eyes,「 you’re my servant, aren’t you? 」

「 Of course, without a doubt! I’m your proud servant! 」

She lets out a wide smile, it was enough to light a blazing fire in my heart. But just like any other fire, too close and agony will strike. One that can already be felt.

「 Then do as I say. 」I retort back, plainly, but sternly.

「 If that’s your wish then… 」She says, her words trailing off,「 where are we going mas- I mean, Renald? There are still some stranglers left alive. 」

「 You need to go back to the Sky Palace, Shen. You’re in no condition to fight. Let me deal with the rest. 」

Although I say that, carrying Shen while going to Sky Palace would be an issue.

Then enlightenment hit me.

『 Lanuae Magicae 』

A somewhat standing magical circle is summoned in front of me, its inner circle has a mystifying force that slightly sucks you in. A teleportation portal to the Sky Palace.

What a convenient spell that comes at a convenient time. This unknown ability or power of mine has always been bugging me to death. And all I can do is not hopelessly stress about it. The only pattern I can deduce on this enlightenment mechanics is that it only happens when I do something novel with the Sky Palace ability.

I walk into the portal and a loud bang invades my eardrums as my vision turns black in an instant. Before my brain can begin to process it all, I’m already in the Sky Palace just in front of the throne, still carrying Shen.

「 Shen, how was the teleportation journey? 」

「 I sense nothing wrong if that’s what you’re concerned about. 」

「 No… It’s just that it seems abrupt. 」

Still carrying Shen, I move out of the throne room and move to one of the many available bedrooms in the Sky Palace. Where amidst my walk, another room appears that was once just a wall, right in front of the throne hall. Now’s not the time to explore it, however, I must take Shen to a comfortable room to relax.

As soon as I get inside the bedroom, I lay her down in the bed. Consciously forcing myself to not pay any attention to her spectacular figure that is more stressed and tempting now that she’s laying down on the bed. Still gazing at me with her glowing amethyst eyes, not even a second her eyes wander somewhere else.

I would like to withdraw and give some distance between me and her, but her hand is still grasping on my neck, leaving me in this half-kneeled awkward position.

「 Shen. Let go of me. You’re already in bed. 」

「 Such an impertinent thing to say, master~ let’s get to know each other better, now that I’ve finally awakened. 」

Her hands make their way upwards, holding up my cheek. I quickly dismay her hands, tucking them in the bed. I sit on the edge of the bed.

「 Shen. I remember that I’ve clearly told you to call me by my name. 」

Something deep inside me rises a forceful magical sensation.

「 I command you to call me by my name or any other, and never to use the word master. 」

「 Ah- y-yes, Renald… I will never use that word anymore. 」

Her smile fades away, distress clearly plastered on her gorgeous face. It slightly hurts me for her to be this way. But this is necessary.

「 B-but why, Renald?! You clearly liked being called that. Why deny something that feels good? 」

「 Because it is wrong, Shen. I am not going to abuse these dependencies of yours towards me that is due to the careless usage of my power. 」

All of her actions are exactly in line with what a person in love would do. But this happens due to my powers, not something that happens naturally.

「 I-I… 」

Confusion grows more and more in her. She’s… She’s breaking down.

「 How… how is it wrong? I… I do not understand. I love to be like this… 」

「 Shen. Think about it. 」I say slowly, trying to emphasize how serious this matter is.

「  You’re once an almighty divine dragon who made the entire dragon race bow down to your supremacy. Now… You’re bowing down to a lowly human. 」

「 My creator! 」She shouts, her eyes widen, her already fading smile is now gone,「 you might be a human, but you have divine powers no mortal being can have! You possess your own space dimension that operates with its own time with unmeasurable mana in the atmosphere. And not only that, you have the powers to manipulate the essence of souls to change it and bid it to your liking. 」

The essence of souls must’ve referred to my shadow minion ability and it might even include Shen summoning ability.

「 Yes. But look at you now, where is the proud and aloof dragon that I’ve previously known of?! This is… this is brainwashing! Your previous personality is gone! 」

「 Aloof, might not so, as I’ve seen the light and recognize the god that you truly are. But pride? Of course, I’m still proudful! Now my pride is being your most faithful servant! My creator! 」She says boldly, determination fires up in her eyes,「 that’s why I’m ashamed of my uselessness just a moment ago. One that I will rectify very soon. 」

She perks up at that.

Even when I restrict myself to use the word master, she easily finds another title that regards me as the higher being and stroke my ego.

「 Do you consider Naga, your past, and Shen, your current self as two different beings? 」

Her eyes wander slightly now, seemingly pondering over the question.

「 Forgive me for answering a question with another question, my creator, but to answer that question, is your current and past self to be different? 」

My past life and my current self huh…

Yoshinobu Ryo and Renald Alderhide. They are definitely different beings, both in appearance and personality. But not exactly so…

「 I would assume the answer is that they are different, however, your current self still has some resemblance to your past self. 」She answers the question herself,「 the same applies to me, my creator. It seems your worries are due to my change of character.  Even though I present myself to you this way as it befits me as your servant. 」

She stays quiet, must’ve been waiting for my response. But I decide to remain silent.

「 If that’s your worry… 」She says, not as confident as a second ago,「 then I can be a bit more like my past self, but of course I will still consider you as my revered god. 」

That’s fine and all, however, that doesn’t really answer her weird change. It just feels sudden and most importantly — too good to be true.

「 Maybe you are like this because you are in your human form… 」I say trying another attempt to reason with her weird change, 「 can you revert back to your dragon form? 」

「 Hmmm… It’s complicated, my creator. 」Her eyes wander slightly once more, pondering over the question.

「 Imagine a lake with a river that flows downstream, the river depletes the water in the lake continuously and gradually. Continuous rain, however, makes sure that the water in the lake never goes empty. The lake is my mana storage, the river is my mana usage in maintaining my dragon form, and the rain is your sky palace that supplies me with ample mana.

「  I was able to maintain my dragon form in the Sky Palace because the place is abundant with mana. However in the outside world with little mana. I was only able to use it shortly, subconsciously forcing me to transform to a human form after it got depleted.

「  If I don’t turn into a dragon, there will be no river to drain my mana. So the more I’m in my human form, the more mana is stored.

「 So, even if it is possible for me to revert back to my dragon form, it is heavily discouraged since it would leave you vulnerable when I need to unleash my ultimate powers. 」

「 I know… 」I say, I must insist her on trying it at least once,「 but try reverting back to your dragon form sometime after I’m away for an hour or two.  Maybe you will notice the changes in your personality. 」

「 My creator, I don’t know why, but my human form pleases you, does it not? 」

She says, her hand softly grabbing my hand, caressing it lightly, while still maintaining eye contact.

「 I sense excitement and joy from our bond. Your breathing becomes more ragged, your heartbeat quickens, especially when you benevolently carried me. I’m still clueless in the human way, but surely you prefer me in my human form, right? 」

「 Just take it easy for now, Shen. Take it easy… 」

Without another word, I left Shen alone in the bed. Giving up. This is all too much. I need to get away and process everything slowly.

『 Lanuae Magicae 』

I walk to the portal, without looking back.

 

…..

 

Finally, I’ve gotten away from her. Back to this war-torn environment that’s supposed to be horrifying. To think she, who’s now a beautiful and magnificent goddess, was once the dragon that caused this…

…So what if she’s pretty? Hah… Why am I like this? From princess to Hyledd, and now to her. Is it because of my teenager’s hormones? My libido is definitely way higher compared to my previous life. Maybe that’s why I’m being too emotional and attached.

But I’ve learned my lesson.

It’s better to never love or to be loved than to be betrayed.

That’s right, I need to calm down my mind, let go of my fluctuating emotions.

I need to be cold and indifferent. I don’t need such a whimsical concept such as love…

I walk to the source of the only mewling and grumbles of suffering. The only survivor of Shen’s slaughter-fest. One of the adventurers. Shit. He might have known nothing then.

「 No, no… Please sire, spare me life! 」

I glance at his wandering hand, seemingly trying to reach for his sword, inches away from his hand.

What a bold move. I must return the favor.

「 You see, I’m not a smart man. You might even say that I’m a fool. So you better, better… Not do anything that will make me regret it afterward due to my stupidity. 」

「 AAHHHHHH!!…. 」

With a swift swing of the sword at his wrist, blood spews out from his hand. Unfortunately, the strike can’t get past the bone so I wasn’t able to completely cut off his hand. Tch. At least I left a very deep cut at him.

「 With that said, you better answer my questions truthfully and faithfully. 」

Now then, time to clean up some mess first. Prepare a burial to hide their bodies while at it. I have a bad feeling that trouble will catch up after the death of Dae Sho.