LOTA CH50 — Crippling Desires ♡♡♡

November 23, 2021November 29, 2021 KyoruSLeave a comment

The ever-lasting pleasure was over, and with Shen seemed satisfied, we spent the rest of the night inside the same spacious bedroom we made love in.

Her last request is for us to cuddle or sleep on the same bed. Which I oblige, but with one condition: a very minimum skin contact is to be maintained as we sleep. It’s something easy considering the bed is ridiculously big, big enough to hold four people sleeping, and this is the smallest bed we can find in the palace.

At first, she disagrees as expected, throwing a tantrum about what according to her is an ‘unfair’ condition. What surprised me however, after a few seconds of obvious temper squirming, she suddenly stops for a moment and then smiles agreeing to my terms. It’s honestly quite scary how eagerly she jumps to agreeing pretty easily and also easily falls asleep. Is this correlated with my Sky Palace brainwashing power?

Nevertheless, this place is somehow cold. Way too cold. It wasn’t this cold as far as I remember. Was my repressed lust throughout our love-making heated me before? Tucking into the bed’s heavy blanket does little to provide warmth either, it pervades this empty heart of mine.

I wish I could just shut my eyes and fall asleep. But I can not, not with this coldness, even more so with Shen so close to my side. The almost freezing temperature compels me to detect anything that resembles warmth and it so happens to be the beautiful goddess, Shen.

She’s sleeping beautifully while facing me, and so peacefully too. Throughout my attempt to force myself to sleep, she inches closer to me in her sleep. I don’t know if she does so since she’s awake or it’s just instinct. Just with her presence so close to me, it’s so hard to not pay attention to her. It is one of these moments where I can truly marvel just how beautiful she is.

It’s hard to believe she was once a powerful dragon, or rather… is a powerful dragon; she can always transform back to her original dragon form. We are completely different beasts altogether. The disparity between me and her is just too high. She’s gorgeous and powerful, whereas I’m just a normal human that you could find anywhere.

Almost everything she does is divine in itself. Beyond devoted and most important of all eager to please. The only reason why I think she doesn’t delve into full-blown selfless servitude is because she notices my reluctance.

It feels… Too good to be true. Too good to be mine.

But no, of course it was not enough. It was never enough.

This high virility of mine, it is both a blessing and a curse. On the right person, it can be such a wonderful and thrilling experience; left alone, however, my mind deviates to thoughts that are… wild. Extremely wild.

Mutating into an urge. A fierce and violent urge. A feeling similar to hunger; a craving so close to a thirst. Which then transforms into deprivation.

An unfathomable desire to taste the prey in front of me to the very core of her bones. Having shen on top is great on its own, but what I love the most is when I’m the one in charge and in control.

Her existence and devotion lights a fire to the once extinguished fire pit before. It’s as if she is the personification of my ultimate fantasy. My wildest desire for absolute, unwavering devotion. For that someone to stay obedient with me, and thinks nothing else but me and only me. To always stay with me.

The feeling of power. The feeling of controlling and owning someone, where I don’t have to care about their being and I can be my true self.

There’s just this desire, a need to destroy something so perfect and to reduce her to be just a thing.

She’s so perfect, a goddess materialized, that it compels me to destroy her.

I want to break her and ruin her. To not treat her as a dragon princess but rather as a cheap sex toy that have no value and only deserves rough fucking.

I want to dominate her; put her into her true place. A little plaything in my hand, reducing her into a mere three-holes cum dumpster slut.

I want to rape her non-stop, fucking make her moan both in pleasure and pain. To not care of her pleasure and just fuck her pussy without care and purely for my own pleasure.

I’ll lock her in chains so she won’t be able to resist whatever I wish to do upon her. All she can do is to accept the fate that she is just a mere masturbation toy to be used.

If she truly loves me and serves me, then surely she would be willing and even eager to fulfill my wish, won’t she? Where my needs are absolute and be in absolute joy for fulfilling my desires.

Her long swan-like neck is so ideal and perfect to rest my hand and just… squeeze. She would be desperate to breathe, and her eyes would flicker mixed with pleasure and despair, Tears dripping out of ecstasy of being put into her true place of being a lowly slut.

Or even better, I’ll force my dick into her soft lips, straight into her throat. Plant her face deep into my crotch, forcing my pubes to penetrate her nose. Savoring the unbelievable, taboo-wrecking sensation of selfishly using her throat for my own pleasure while she’s desperate to breathe, fucking her face like I’d fuck her pussy — roughly, without a worry about how she feels, uninhibited by her feelings and conscience.

And then she will truly know how it feels to be owned by me. Her true place. To be below me. To be mine.

「 Master~ 」

Shen’s soothing calm voice snaps me out of my lustful desires… As I begin to slowly but surely regain my awareness I realize I’m… I’m on top of her… My hands are wrapping around her throat.

She looks at me very innocently, merely asking about me, even though I’m just about to hurt her.

「 Master? Is everything okay? You seem to be… hurt? 」

H-hurt?

…God, I’m such a terrible being.

How can a degenerate like me be able to get such an understanding perfect girl?

I… I’ve thought so many terrible things and was so close to choking her out…

This is… this is… getting too far…

Fuck….

What was I thinking?

「 Shen… you’re not hurt aren’t you? 」

What am I talking about…? Of course she’s hurt. I’ve been sitting and putting all of my weight on top of her belly. I might’ve not choked her at the last minute but what if I did?

「 Master, I’m doing great~ Please continue whatever you want to do to me. 」

No… No…. No…

「 Sorry Shen… I’m just feeling a bit under the weather just now… 」

「 What are you apologizing for, master? There’s nothing and there won’t be anything you need to apologize for. 」

I get off the bed, trying to find my clothes but soon realized that my clothes were scattered around the room. I should just go out as soon as I can without bothering to dress myself. Even while still being naked I don’t let the cold bother me and calmly walk towards the door.

「 Starting from today, we will be sleeping in separate rooms. 」

「 M-master, please wait! 」

Shen shouts went muffled midway before she could finish the sentence as I shut the door closed.

Plans of sleeping in another random bedroom of the sky palace pops up, however, she might chase after me immediately so it’s best if I continue sleeping in the ship instead. Not a great place to sleep in all honesty with it’s uncomfortable canopy like bed and constant sway due to the waves, but it will do for now. As long as I get away from her and calm down my mind then it is fine.

I am her master, but that doesn’t mean I can abuse her servility for my own selfish desires.

Absolute power, corrupts absolutely indeed.

…

(3rd POV; Close Narrator, Shen-focused)

With the door shut closed with a loud bang, Shen could only do naught but stop in her tracks. She’s so close to jumping off the bed and going after her master, but decides to stop at the last second with the fear it would only escalate his reluctance.

Emotions she never experienced in her past life before start festering. Anger? Shame? Regret, but most important of all–doubtness towards herself. Is she even worthy of being his servant for allowing such a stupid mistake? To fail to comfort her master, her creator?

She recalls from one of his mother’s lessons that to win a man’s heart is to maintain a delicate balance of being assertive and submissive at the same time. Submissiveness was a no brainer. What kind of servant is not submissive towards its master, towards its creator? But assertiveness… Assertiveness was not something she truly thought of, even though it fits so well with her original way of doing things.

Now she fully understands what his mother meant by balance.

It was the right idea to subtly cast a spell that would cause the room to grow colder slowly but surely. A little devious trick for him to search for warmth; that would inevitably turn into him seeking out for her embrace. While she submissively pretends to sleep, waiting for his move.

What was not is stopping the act and calling him out. She foolishly thought since master has taken his first step, it wouldn’t be wrong to be clear and assertively encourage him to continue.

It was going so well. She was more ecstatic than ever before when master was on top of her, doing what he truly wanted to do without holding back.

Like a key inserted to its designated lock. It feels so right; like the way it should be.

It’s such a fantastic feeling, the purpose instilled on her very soul. Life is not hazy, ambiguous clouds full of uncertainty anymore. The path is already there, provided with guaranteed satisfaction and happiness, lying all across in this path that goes forever long.

It wasn’t like her past life where, even if she was fully certain of a choice, it would always turn out to be the wrong one either way. Even when she thinks a choice is the most correct one, there’s always something that is not ideal. Stuck between the choice of two lesser ideal choices, it always leaves her unsatisfied and regretful.

This second life was different, further proven by how she quickly recovers from this failure.

So what if she failed? She has all the time in the world, and master is not going anywhere. What she needs now is not just attentiveness but also persistence. Both of which are completely new to her. Both of which she doesn’t have much experience in her past life as Naga.

But isn’t this what makes this second life so interesting?

Back then, everything just fell to her slightest whim, making everything rather boring. Thousands of dragons fought her and it only took a day to defeat all of them, coming out with miniscule injuries. Claiming the peak of the tallest mountain that was reserved to the most supreme beings was also too easy. There’s little to no excitement in that world. Only the vainness of it all.

Now, she actually has to push effort to fight and conquer master’s heart. There’s thrill in the chase like nothing before. The challenge to fulfill her purpose fuels her drive and leaves her excited to earn her price. The failures and setbacks doesn’t even demotivate her the slightest bit — it further drives her yearn for master’s love even more.

Recalling how close she was to fulfilling master’s desire, she can’t help but notice the corners of her lips curving up.

I will earn my master’s love, and my master’s trust. And soon master’s heart will be mine, and only mine.

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LOTA CH49 — Enkindling a Spark ♡♡♡

November 16, 2021November 23, 2021 KyoruSLeave a comment

Before I can even process her audacious request, she jumps on me and wraps me around her embrace, causing me to fall to the ground. Her assertiveness to get down and dirty truly comes unexpected, although I’m quite nervous with what she has on store.

Not stopping with a mere hug, she presses on me even more, squishing her big breasts to the point I couldn’t help but feel and think only of her breasts, soft like vanilla pudding. Even with two fabrics in-between, her passionate warmth still seeping through.

「 S-shen, s-stop! I’m quite sweaty, you know? 」

「 I love everything about you, master~♡ Your smell, your voice, your kindness, your entire existence. 」

She runs her tongue on my neck and even around my ear, licking up all the sweat like she’s desperate for water.

「 Shen, it tickles… 」

「 Master~~ ♡ 」She whispers sensually into my ear, causing me to shiver out of excitement.

After her words penetrate deep into my ear, her tongue slips in. Probing my ear, deeper, and more intimate, causing my ear to be sensitive to the slightest sweet moans.

Warmth. It’s such a beautiful feeling, it mellows you down, releases your tension, and just relaxes you and makes you want to snug it forever. However, like a fire, if left too long absentmindedly, it will burn you.

「 Haaa~…. Haaa~…. 」

This is bad, I shouldn’t be the one feeling good the most.

I look down at Shen’s hand, running her fingers along my stomach, prying beneath my shirt, unbuttoning it. Does she like my stomach or something? Sure there’s some abs there but not that much…

On the corner of my view, Shen’s dragon tail lingers on the floor. Out of desperation of not wanting to lose, I grab her tail, hoping it could be my crutch for a comeback.

Like being struck by lightning, she jolts and welps in a high pitch voice.

「 M-m-master! 」She yelps out of surprise with a tinge of excitement 「 w-what are you doing…. 」

I press harder and begin to lightly fondle her tail.

「 Ahhh~~ Master~ 」

She moans uncontrollably, seemingly trying to hold back her moans. Her tail must’ve been one of her few erogenous parts.

「 Your tail is such a lively one~ 」

I begin my counter-attack and whisper to her ears this time.

「 Does it feel good? Me caressing your tail? 」

「 MmmHHhhmmm~ it… It tickles.. P-please stop! 」

She says that, but her twitching tail is being more truthful in her answer.

「 Should I stop then? 」

「 N-no, no! 」

「 Then don’t hide it, Shen. Tell me your honest feelings. 」

I stroke the tip of her tail furthermore, applying all sorts of gentle administration on her, stroking wider and longer. Although seeing Shen squirming in pleasure is a sight to behold itself, I have to hold back my desire. Desires that should not be laid upon her.

「 I-it feels good, master~ mmmmhh!! I love it when you caress my tail! AAhhh~~ I wish this moment would last forever! I wish master can experience what I’m feeling right now… Even more than what I’m feeling right now, ahhhhh…. 」

「 Good girl~ 」I whisper directly to her ear, where Shen’s body shivers at my word. She likes being praised a lot.

I will give her all the praise she deserves.

「 You are such a good girl, Shen. I am here. I won’t go anywhere. 」

She shivers more, quivering over a slight touch. Her eyes literally shine with great joy.

「 Master~ I want a kiss from you. 」

Without any more words, Shen leans over and starts kissing me. She’s so aggressive. Her tongue pushes deeper into my mouth and coils around my own tongue.

「 K-haa… 」 She lets go of my mouth after a full minute, a thin strand of saliva extending between our lips.

「 Haaaaaa… Master’s saliva… it’s so tasty~ 」

Shen pants quite excitedly, is she already in deep ecstasy?

My dick is fully erect at this point, and I could think of nothing but releasing that urge inside me.

「 Master~ may we move to bed? 」She suggest.

Her voice stops me from my feverish haze. Of course she doesn’t want to do it here, a beautiful goddess like her definitely doesn’t want to be fucked like a cheap slut in a dirty alley. I really want to ravage her now, but her feelings are top priority.

「 Of course, if master doesn’t want to, then that is fine. All I want is to please you~ 」

She must’ve detected my discomfort, that’s why she starts to change her mind, that won’t do.

「 No… That’s exactly what I was thinking about, Shen. Let’s go to bed. 」I stand up and reach my hand to her.

「 Ummm… 」She starts nervously, 「 If that’s the case could you please carry me like before? My master~ 」

She extends and opens her arm widely. Reddened cheeks and turns slightly out of embarrassment. I’ve never thought such an assertive girl like her could make such an expression. Yet, a part of me, deep from within, becomes disappointed with this turn of event.

What the hell was I thinking…. She’s not Siana, who’s willing at first appearance. She might say that she’s a servant, but what she ultimately wants is to be spoiled and loved.

「 Of course, 」I lightly laugh,「 anything for my little dragon princess. 」

For a split second, she looks disappointed as if she realizes she made a mistake. But it’s all gone without a trace, replaced with a face full of smiles. Maybe it’s just my eyes deceiving me.

「 M-master… On second thought, I want it now. I can’t hold back anymore…. 」

「 No can do Shen. Be a good girl and let me carry you to bed. 」

Without much effort, I gently pick her up, carrying her in the same princess carry as last time. Even though this is the second time I carried her, I still can’t quite fathom how such a powerful dragon girl is this light.

「 N-no, master put me down! 」

「 Getting embarrassed already, Shen? Take it in like a good girl~ 」

She responds by snuggling closer to my chest to hide her embarrassment.

「 M-mooo…. Master~ 」She purrs.

Before long we reach the bedroom where I place Shen carefully in the bed.

「 Is there anything you want to do, Shen? 」I say still knees on the floor beside the bed, 「 whatever you like? Do you want me to caress your tail again? 」

「 C-could you go down n-no! No… I… I want whatever master wants. Whatever pleases master the most. 」

There she goes again. Why can’t she just be honest? Why does she have to answer in such a convoluted way? It’s up to me to find what she likes the most then. Well it doesn’t matter. I know what Shen likes anyway.

「 Don’t worry Shen, I know what you love. 」

I need to make sure that she feels cherished and loved.

I start by nibbling her earlobe, slowly trailing down her body. Even wrought with sweat, her body excites me further. It seems Shen has a weak spot in her left clavicle, each oral stroke earned me a restrained whimper from the dragon princess. By the time I made it down to her thigh, Shen’s already been reduced to a shrilling mess.

All of that effort was definitely worth it. As her wetness gives me the recognition that I am able to please Shen. And now for the ultimate price of her wet pussy.

「 Noooo~! Don’t look at it! Master~~~ ♡ 」

I crawl my tongue in Shen’s secret place, making it even wetter.

「 …This… This part of Shen is tasty too. 」

Why did I hesitate to say that?

「 D-don’t say that… aahhhhh~! 」She moans back.

Of course I know the answer deep inside.

I’m… genuinely not fond of doing this. The only joy I do from this is hearing her sweet moans and her body squirming out of pleasure. The sour taste of her love juice, although not really off-putting, is quite hard to get used to.

But this is an easy compromise to make Shen enjoy sex too. I must please her too.

「 It’s very wet down here. Shen. It won’t be wrong to call it a flood. You must be enjoying this aren’t you Shen. 」The gentle tone and praise seems to fuel Shen’s fire as she shudders in pleasure.

Last time I inserted my finger, this time let’s try only using my mouth and tongue. I dig deeper this time with my tongue, exploring her crevice, nose deep in her clitoris.

Slowly, her moans become more disorganized. Her legs widen as my motion grows in intensity.

「 Master! I’m cumming master~! I’m CUMMING!!! 」

With screams of euphoria, she squirts and squirts and squirts, drenching my face with her love juice. I didn’t stop even as she came, riding over her orgasmic high for several seconds.

「 Haaaaaa~~…. Haaaa~….. 」

Shen’s breathing becomes quite ragged, and her eyes quite empty, gazing at the void.

She must’ve been quite satisfied. Even in her more disheveled state, she still looks absolutely beautiful. My crotch begins to go hard again.

「 Master~~♡ 」She mewls sultry,「 Thank you for letting this servant cum. But I’m still not feeling full yet… 」

She stretches her labia open, revealing all of her vulnerable inner folds. Is she hinting at me to go further? But she’s still in a quite daze.

「 You don’t have to force yourself Shen. I know you are satisfied and tired by now. You should relax and take it easy. 」

「 No… It’s not enough…. I want more… Master hasn’t came inside me yet~ ♡ 」

Her eyes are full of anticipation, making it a little difficult to reject her. Even more so when my cock is begging me to go.

「 Is… that what you truly want? 」I ask, secretly doubting her.

「 Yes! A thousand times yes! Please come inside your servant, master! 」

「 Then… be a good girl and let master take care of you. 」

With her request and a quick undressing on my part, I loom over her gorgeous body. It’s a sin how a normal person like me can be so close to such perfection. Being so close with her at this moment truly reminds me of how little I am compared to her.

Yet, when I look at her, her expression is one full of gratefulness. One full of worship.

Her full perky tits visibly jiggles. And she smiles demurely, eyes fixated right onto me. As if I’m the only one that truly matters to her in the whole wide world.

Her long neck looks appetizing. My hands wrap around Shen’s throat. For a moment, it’s just the two of us in silence, me looming above her, her yearningly stares up at me.

I quickly let go of her neck. I haven’t applied any pressure but it already feels like in any second, I will choke her out. I let go of these thoughts. She needs to be treated gently, not roughly.

「 Master… Can I try doing it on top this time? 」

「 Eh? Sure, of course. 」I reply, her request astonishes me.

I comply with her request this time, curious with what she have in store. Shen hovers above me, carefully straddling herself to envelop me. I can tell she’s having a hard time with all of this. Her face writhes and contorts as she desperately tries to ride my manhood.

It’s only until I hold my member and assist her that it’s able to find its place. And without warning, Shen immediately sinks her body down onto my cock.

「 Ahhh~ Finally… finally master is inside me again~ ♡ 」

The sudden sensation of a quick thrust makes my crotch throbs even further.

A far more passionate smile blooms on her face as she looks at me, her eyes beaming with not just lust… but also bliss.

How can she smile so passionately?

「 It feels so good~ having master inside. 」

The plump flesh tightens around me, my cock pushes deeper against the entrance of her womb.

After she swallows my whole length, Shen stops moving, getting used to being on the top. I’m gradually getting impatient but it’s already very intoxicating just by being enveloped in her warmth.

I’m gradually getting impatient but it’s already very intoxicating just by being enveloped in her warmth.

「 Master~ Am I doing great? Am I pleasing you? ♡ 」She asks between breaths.

「 Of course you’re doing great Shen… It feels good. 」

「 Hehehehe… ♡ 」

With a renewed vigor, Shen attacks my cock, moving up and down so vigorously that I almost blank out. There is now a small pool of fluids drenching onto my thighs.

Her inner walls clenches around me and try to pull every bit of pleasure that it can from me as well, tempting me into returning again and again and again.

It all arouses me to the point I want to move my hips as well and return attacking her. But I stop my urge, as I have a feeling the reason why she wants to be on top is because she wants to be in control of her pleasure.

She moves and works up in a steady rhythm. Seeing her with a reddened cheek, sultry smile, coupled with bouncing perky tits, my cock keeps thrusting for what feels like twenty minutes. Inching closer and closer to release, but nowhere near close to cumming, as if there’s a mental barrier that holds me back from cumming.

「 Master… Why are you so stiff…. Here… 」She reaches for my hands and places them on her tits, seemingly noticing the barrier,「 I heard men love big breasts. Go ahead, grab them… You don’t have to be shy~ 」

Her tempo becomes much slower with my hand full of her breast in my grasp.

「 Master… They ache for your touch~ 」

I observed the subtle changes in Shen’s expression and made adjustments in order to make her feel more pleasure. Slowly teasing and pinching her nipples with great care. Kneading and playing with her gorgeous breast.

「 Ahhhnnn! 」Shen almost screams out of pure euphoria.

「 Yesshhh… My master I am all yours~ ♡ 」

Her sweet words send shivers to my spine. My dick twitches harder, such assuring words caught me entirely off guard.

「 Ahhhnnn… Master~ Your dick is twitching so much. Are you enjoying my praise towards you? Fufufu 」She says, with a knowing smile.

Shit. She found my weakness.

「 Having master’s cock inside me is a hundred times better than teasing my tail! 」

「 I live to serve you! I live to worship you! 」

「 Master is my everything! ♡ 」

Honeyed words that I wish to believe didn’t really mean for me, however, penetrates my heart to the core, pushing me closer and closer to the inevitable release. The barrier broke down.

It almost becomes a challenge to deny her constant honeyed words that I wish to believe didn’t really mean anything for me. Just lip service with no actual earnestly, purely for the sake of ending this quickly. Yet, her words are able to penetrate deep into my heart, pushing me closer and closer to the inevitable release. The mental barrier breaks down.

Fuck. I could feel it, I’m getting close. Too close.

「 Master, are you going to cum? Please cum, master~! 」

Her assault becomes more rapid, moving her hips faster and clenching down even harder.

「 Give me your seed! Release your desire into me! Let this servant please you! 」

I can’t hold it in anymore.

「 Ahhh~~! Shen cum for me! Cum with me! Be a good girl for me, Shen! 」

「 M-master~! I’m… I’m cumming! CUMMING!!! 」

With my teeth clenched, the dam breaks. The first shot feels like a burst from an over-charged fire hose. Her body convulses until she falls down numbingly. Her entire body embraces me, as I feel her entire weight on me, strangles scream of pleasure coming out of her with every new shot.

Stream after stream of white river spills deep into her as I come, lasting what seems to be eternity before it ends. as I slide myself out of Shen’s pussy, spilling the cum out of her hole that stains the bed.

「 Haaa…. Haaaaaa…. Masteeerrrr~ I love you~ ♡ 」

Shen’s mind incoherently mewls sweet nothingness to my ear.

I still can’t believe we came at the same time, even though I was the one feeling it the most. With how tired she is, there’s no way she’s faking her orgasm.

But this is bad…

My dick is still hard and raring to go.

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LOTA CH48 — The Dancing Blades

November 9, 2021November 16, 2021 KyoruSLeave a comment

CLANG!

The sword slips out of my hand. Flying high in the air. The suddenness of it makes me stunned, the mind solely thinking of the shiny reflection of the sword that beats even the sunlight.

A loud thump snaps me out of my stunned moment, coupled with a painful impact in my bottom. Only when a sharp blade touches my neck that I return to reality and the severity of it. The holder of that sword is nonetheless Shen herself. A deadpan stare comes from her.

「 I’ve lost. 」I faintly let out the words,「 you’ve done well, Shen. 」

「 Finally. I’ve won! 」

Both her arms and sword raise up to the air. She lets out a smile. A different smile. Not the previous gentle and soft smile she usually shows. One filled with ecstasy and gleaming joy. A victorious smile.

When I’m away, socializing with the people on the ship. Shen continuously and meticulously trained in the art of swordsmanship.

To think, with just another few weeks of teaching her the basics and a lesson about human anatomy combined with her self-taught and perseverance, she’s already able to beat me. A week left before we arrived in Jayavia city.

At first, I oblige with Shen’s request for swordsmanship training purely so she can have something to do amidst this voyage full of boredom. As if left alone without much to do, her default state would be in pestering me on how to better worship and serve me.

「 Master… 」

「 Yes, what is it? 」

「 I believe I’ve offended you earlier, by winning against you. 」

She found out huh…

When Shen triumphs over me, it wasn’t just my almost non-existent ego that was lost. A fabricated, made-up reason on how I can become a master to such a formidable dragon.

An edge over the art of swordsmanship.

Rulers must have some sort of a reason why they are the nobles, the superiors that can command over the lesser one. A “why” that established the hierarchical structure.

Rulers often proclaim themselves to be the direct descendant of a divine being or simply declare that they are the god themselves. All of them establish how set apart they are from the common people. How they are the “chosen”, the “divine” one that is clearly the opposite from the lowly peasant. At least that’s the way it was in the old times where autocracy or monarchy is the common government system in the world.

If not then, simply due to strength. Strength can be in any form. Whether that’s military strength, economic strength or in this world — magic prowess.

Swordsmanship is where I am superior compared to Shen. In the grand scheme of things, swordsmanship alone won’t be of use. But it was something that I excel at more than Shen. A small difference in superiority. A small pride to reassure myself why I can be the master of what is most likely to be the most powerful dragon in existence.

And now…. I lost it.

「 It’s very normal that one day the student surpasses its teachers or mentor. In fact, it brings great pride and joy to the mentor that their student is able to reach new heights they couldn’t achieve. 」I say as I let out a small smile, to reassure her「 there’s not much else I can teach you regarding swordsmanship. If you want to perfect the art, then I will try to find some resources or even other mentors for you to learn from. 」

「 Me winning from you doesn’t change anything. You are still my revered master, my master. 」She says affectionately.

What kind of master is weaker than his subordinates?

「 It brings me joy that I can be just a tiny bit more useful to you in this human form. 」

She says getting closer, desperately trying to assure me, like what she always likes to do.

「 Of course Shen…. Whatever it is you want to pursue, I will try my best to support you. And remember. You winning from me is not an excuse for you to stay relaxed. 」

I may have lost that edge. But so be it. I’m not that petty to want to nit pick her from the bud.

She has a talent for it and is more than worthy enough to flourish it. It won’t do anybody justice to not develop it further. Besides, she seems to have fun and is genuinely interested in it. That’s why I should always support her, even if the disparity between her and I deepens.

Shen should’ve feel relieved or back to her cheerful mood. More so with my declaration to keep supporting her path in swordsmanship. But she looks nervous, seemingly trying to desperately hold the temptation to say a word.

「 Shen, 」I call her out,「 Is there something wrong? 」

「 It’s nothing, master… 」

「 Shen, you know that you can be honest with me right? 」

「 Master… There is something else I want to show you. 」

She walks to the bench and picks up the second sword. An almost exact copy of the first one, except that it is shorter.

Wait… Don’t tell me, she wants to dual-wield?

「 Shen… You know that dual-wielding is very impractical right? 」

「 I’ve been practicing dual-wielding swords secretly from you… A-are you mad? 」

「 No. I’m just worried you will waste time training an impractical style. Not a lot of people dual-wield swords for a reason Shen. There needs to be a free hand to cast a spell and dual-wield swords require very excellent coordination. 」

「 I know very well, master. Those challenges doesn’t stop me and I’ve already quite excelled at them. I would like to demonstrate it to you. Please summon five shadow minions for me to fight against, master. 」

Five shadow minions? Is she going to spar against all of them at the same time? Is this going to be safe?

Ahh whatever. She definitely knows what she’s doing. I must trust her.

With a simple thought five shadow minions surround her. No reaction comes out from her when they surround her. Only the same gentle small smile towards me

「 Master, command them to attack me with all their might. 」

「 What?! Are you sure? 」

「 Trust me, master. If I can’t even defend myself against several weak foes then I do not deserve to be by your side and serve you. 」

You’ve heard her. Attack her seriously with all of your might. Injuring her is encouraged but keep her alive.

Yes, my lord.

With a dash, all of the shadow minions jump to her at once. All at the same time.

Seeing the shadow minions’ aggressive attack, I start to regret ordering them and fear for the worst. With a flash my worries are dismayed with shen’s swirl, fending off the shadow minions’s blade. Knocking them off slightly.

The style of swordsmanship she created is truly amazing. Traces of my style are apparent in her but it is now much more fluid. With no awkward and wasted energy.

Elegant and beautiful.

The two swords swing ands moves with harmony. The short sword controls the space and fend off any oncoming attacks, while the long sword with its long reach assaults and exploit any weakness that comes from the split second parry of the short sword.

Her strike with the sword is the embodiment of an ice storm.

There’s rhythm in her movement and swings. Like a ballerina dancing to the song’s rhythm. Swift and dazzling. Only that the supposed beat of the musical instruments are replaced with the sounds of steel clashing.

With two swords on her hands, combined with meticulous coordination, she controls the space very well. Creating distance from the shadows on all sides.

None of the shadows attack, reaches her. Whether it’s a swift strike from behind where she should least expect it, or whether all the shadow minions attack her at the exact same moment. All are fended off with ease.

Supreme, peerless…

Untouchable.

…How do I want to go on with Shen from now on?

She says she loves me. But will that always hold through? She is clearly way better than me in almost every aspect.

It is clearly only due to the circumstances of my power that she falls in love with me.

If not then, it is most likely because she met me first. From the way she describes her previous life, nobody accepts her and treats her with kindness.

Like a freshly born bird that will acknowledge something it sees first as its parent, she only loves me because I am the first one who treats her kindly like any decent normal being would do.

Sooner or later she will experience the world and she will find out that anyone would treat her kindly – maybe even treat her far better than me.

I need to always prepare for that inevitable outcome. To never be swayed by emotions. To always think rationally with a heart of steel.

「 M-master… 」

I snap out of my thoughts, and look to Shen. Behind her, the shadow minions are in shambles, laying flat down on the stone floor of the courtyard.

「 Ah, do not worry master. 」She notices me looking behind her and looks back also, giving a glimpse of her slender back,「 They are not fatally injured. I’ve made sure to be careful and not lay waste to any of your shadow minions. 」

「 I see… Thank you, Shen. 」

「 Master… I am still your faithful servant. Please believe me… 」

She moves closer once more. Too close as she enters my personal space.

「 Enough of the sad part. 」I say, as I stop her from her tracks. Knowing well that the conversation is moving in a direction that I don’t want.

「 Your accomplishment in being able to dual-wield swords is worthy of a celebration. 」I continue,「 Is there anything you want as a reward? We are still on a voyage but as soon as we reach our destination I can get anything you want within my power. 」

「 R-really? Anything? 」She jolts up, her eyes flash out of excitement.

「 Yes. As long as it is within my capability, Shen. 」

「 T-then… 」She says hesitantly, looking downwards. Her cheeks becoming pink in color.

Knowing Shen, she might request for a book containing the art of a legendary swordsmanship that fits with her dual-swords style.

「 C-can… Can I receive your tender love and affection? 」

Wait… what?

She unknowingly comes closer to me, her head slightly leaning to the side.

「 Let’s make love, my master~ ♡」

Shit. Am I hallucinating or her pupils are now heart shaped?

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LOTA CH47 — Reflection & Guidance

August 14, 2021November 9, 2021 PunLeave a comment

「 Let your blade be swift and your mercy true. 」

Shen starts with a wide swing and rushes into me. First to strike. Very much like her.

I already expected her to start with a swift swing but I still barely parried it. The impact is so great that my sword vibrates along with my arm. A testament to the durability of the sword as any normal ones would’ve been broken from that impact alone.

My sword almost flew out of the way. Only by a firm grip and anticipating it that I’m able to still get a hold of it.

It knocks me back slightly and forces me to retreat and give her space.

I reposition my foot work and before I’m ready for the second round, she dashes straight to me once more, with a wide swing nonetheless. Take me by surprise. Leaving no room for me to counterattack.

She swings fast. Left and right. In a flick of the eye. Speed that could only be achieved thanks to body tempering magic spells, was achieved by her simply due to her dragonic nature.

Her lithe arms carry the dragon strength she possesses. Her eyes full of sheer intent and a concentration of will — as sharp as a dragon.

So suitably aggressive. So suitably calculating. So suitably like a dragon.

If it weren’t for her direct textbook copy movement that I’ve taught to her, I wouldn’t be able to counter and definitely lose the first five seconds of the round.

In the myriad of her offenses, a blocked parry comes. Our blades stuck to one another. I push our stuck, jumbled sword to her zone. Shen retaliates by moving our blades upwards. A beginner’s mistake. With her attention focused on our blades, her space down below leaves exposed. An exploit left in the open.

I swiftly kick her in the crotch. Pushing her backwards.

Shen squirms a little in both pain and shock.

With no resistance on my sword this would be the perfect time to strike her head. But of course I won’t do that.

I let her fall completely to the ground, bottom first. Her eyes widened, clearly out of shock and also pain. My heart twitches seeing her expression.

With her attention completely thrown out of the window and laying down on the ground, I thrust my sword. And the tip of the blade stays still closely to her neck.

「 I surrender. 」She let loose the grip of her swords and also let out a bittersweet smile.

Shen is much more agile and has more strength no doubt. But Shen at its current state is still a bit clueless regarding human’s nature along with its weakness and anatomy.

Careless swings and pure brute force might work against unintelligent monsters but against experienced humans that kind of technique won’t stand a chance. Maybe it’s due to my fault for focusing her on textbook techniques and rigid training. However it should be something easy to fix with enough ample amount of time and experience.

There is no doubt however in just three weeks she’s already almost on par with something I must train myself for three years. Yes, time travels much slower in the time palace but it’s only roughly three times slower, so technically nine weeks, which is still a miraculous performance. She’s a genius in a way. She must not just be dragonic in body strength but also in the mind.

「 Did you notice your mistakes, Shen? 」

「 Yes- 」she coughs mid sentence. Shit. Looks like I kicked her with too much strength,「 I was so absorbed with our blades that I didn’t pay attention to anything else. I’ve never thought the feet could be used to attack as well. 」

「 You’ve done well, Shen. Let’s take a break and sit down on the bench nearby. 」

I offer my hand and help Shen stands up, and carry her to the bench.

「 Are you alright, Shen? 」I ask her now after we sit down relax fully in the bench.

「 There is no reason for you to apologize, master. And I’m being honest when I say that this is nothing… Nothing compared to my previous life fights. 」

Seeing her being eager about it, I can only take her words of being truthful.

I let silence take place, to calm things down after the sparring match for a moment.

This Sky-Palace courtyard’s humongous size, although appreciated, gives the impression of a desolate place. The only thing missing to liven things up would be butterflies laying on the diverse flowers and birds chirping in this courtyard. Although that kind of thing might be much more suited in the greenhouse as the greenery here is minimal.

「 Although our training is focused on swordsmanship without any magic in play, anything else is a free game. 」I start my lecture,「 What I just did, such as using a foot to knock you out, is considered by others as barbaric with no honor attached. But in a situation where it costs your lives, honor will be thrown out. 」

「 I understand, 」she responds quickly and tactfully, like a disciplined eager student,「 does that mean I should also use my feet to attack? 」

「 Not necessarily. What I am trying to say is that, don’t always focus on the swords too much. Focus on your surroundings. Others will use any tricks or hidden trump cards that you won’t expect. I am guessing your sense of perception in your human form is not as good as when you are in your dragon form. 」

She nods, and her expression is filled with understanding and contemplation.

「 There’s also the fact that swords are complementary to the user’s magic ability. Other than trading sword blows, there’s obviously magic spells involved. That’s why perception and the ability to multitask is important. 」

「 Indeed I’m still not used to swordsmanship, more so with perceiving my surroundings in my human form. 」

「 I still do not understand, Shen. If it’s about fighting in your human form, I’m sure you can still cast the same powerful spells as you before in your dragon form. In fact, how about you try to cast any impressive spells but not the harmful kind right now, Shen. 」

Shen nods, and faces towards the largest empty space this Sky-Palace courtyard can offer.

With no warning whatsoever, a wall of towering ice spikes soars from the ground. The glistening ice reflects the light sharply, as sharp as the thrones on it. Splitting the courtyard by half.

No incantation nor a magic circle rune. Not even the slightest hand gestures. It just springs out of nowhere.

I’m pretty sure even an expert would be hard-pressed to do incantation-less spells for complex and grand-scale spells like this.

「 So how was it, master? This is just a tiny portion of my arsenal of magic spells, my magic ability in my human form is quite limited, so this is what I can only do. 」

Now I understand why humans never went to the surface back in the ancient times — Verum Shihi Era. Humans don’t stand a chance against them.

「 Even with your limited magic capability alone, you are still a formidable foe for almost any expert. There’s not much need for you to complement it with swordsmanship. 」

「 Swordsmanship is interesting… It is a novelty for me who was once a dragon. The idea that this piece of steel is worked on and crafted to try to increase human’s strength to mitigate their lack of magic capabilities is quite amusing. 」

Her smooth hand unknowingly makes its way to me and holds my hand resting in my lap. She’s been training for quite a while and even progresses rapidly, but surprisingly no rough calluses have formed in her hand. Remaining perfectly smooth. As if she’s like a doll.

She leans towards me. Resting her head on my shoulder, like she always does if there’s a chance.

…This is not good.

「 And well… I have fun learning this art. More so when you’re here with me, master. 」She shakes with laughter.

「 I’m glad that you are having fun. 」I correct my sitting posture and with both of my hands placed on her shoulders, position her to sit straight,「 you have talent and potential in swordsmanship. With your swift, wide and fluid movement like a flowing river, your unique style of swordsmanship is as if you are dancing. Striking down enemies not just with your swords or magic, but also with your presence as you dance elegantly and beautifully. 」

I say, praising her, to what obviously is an over exaggeration. And well… an overwhelmingly positive feedback never hurts.

「 Hoooo… Is that so? Dancing…. 」

Ah, does she not know what dancing means?

「 I shall keep that in mind, my master. 」She says with a wide smile. Radiating the same elegance that just melts you into her.

「 That’s it for today’s lessons from me. 」I say suddenly, trying to stop myself from getting too chummy with her,「 we’ve been sparring for tens of times anyway. 」

「 Only one of them I’ve won… And even then it was due to you surprisingly slipping in the middle of our spar…. 」

She says a bit meekly. Dissatisfied with her result while simultaneously still eager and enthusiastic to learn and put more effort.

「 If you still insist on continuing your training then do you want to spar with the shadow minions again? 」

「 O-of course, master. 」

Without further ado, I summoned two shadow minions.

Have a sparring match with Shen. And remember, no lethal attacks.

Yes, my lord.

「 Have fun, Shen. And don’t be too excessive. It’s about time I head over to have lunch with the captain. 」

Shen rises from the bench and is already holding her sword. Heading towards the two shadow swordsmen on their knees.

The encounter also provides an interesting insight. Shen could command the shadow minions and were given almost the same authority as I. Although my commands always surpasses and prioritizes over hers and her commands cannot in any way be used to harm me.

I leave Shen in the courtyard accompanied by her sparring partners. The sound of the sword clashing starts ringing once more.

Let’s hope she won’t accidentally kill a shadow minion or two, like last time. I would like to not waste them more than necessary.

Thankfully after a few weeks passed by, I’ve never felt nauseous anymore but I make sure to stay up on the deck to make my presence known to the others and to not raise suspicion of being holed up down in the quarter. Lunch with Sir Aston and the adventurer being the time to go back to the deck and greet everyone with my presence.

However, it’s too early to head over lunch. An excuse to leave early, away from Shen. An important one to sort things out with what occurred in the spar with Shen previously. As I thought of something rather dangerous at that moment…

I enjoy seeing Shen squirming in pain.

When Shen falls down, my heart twitches not because I feel guilty, but because I was ecstatic. I became excited seeing Shen down on the ground.

It’s intoxicating seeing a beautiful girl such as her on her knees, defend-less…

Her once beautiful determined eyes change to a shocked, twisted one.

It all makes me feel very alive and excited…

I wish I did not have to keep thinking about it. But this moment for sure will always be stuck in my mind. Clenching to her image in that moment, rewinding it over and over again for days to come-

Bang!

Out of frustration I punch the wall beside me.

The slight stinging pain in my fist proving to be able to divert my attention out of her image…

I must force myself to think of something else.

Ohhh.. I know what it is…

The overall summary of this second life of mine. The fact that I acted like an idiot.

Immature.

I wish I could blame it all on the raging hormones this body generates in its peak puberty age that was originally wasn’t mine, but blaming things you can’t control is in itself an immature act.

This is what happens when I get my feelings and emotions way too overboard. I shouldn’t let my emotions and feelings get ahead and carry my reasoning away…

This is what happens when I can’t get a tight grip of my emotions…

It is so unlike me to be so full of emotions. I remember in my past life, I always took it like a man with a steel of heart. I never complained and always accepted things as they were.

I accept and never retaliate to my father’s enraged anger for not getting first place in some instances throughout my school experience. To the point of being punished by being starved for three days.

I accept and never retaliate when my wife shouts angrily at me for any little inconveniences or when things doesn’t go the way she wants.

I always accept it and never let these things make me emotional or make an impact on me.

The only time I didn’t accept things the way they were and let emotions get the hold of me was when my wife cheated on me.

And then I forgot my principle and always let my emotions get the hold of me throughout this second life of mine.

I guess I indeed somehow changed in this second life of mine, although for the worse.

I continue walking again. Towards the throne. As I plan on what to do when that adventurer will tell another tale of his bullshits. Leaving this sky-palace and hopefully, forgetting what transpired in today’s sparring match with Shen.

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LOTA CH46 – Disrelish Journey [Palliative Arc Start]

July 29, 2021 PunLeave a comment

“ Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man’s character, give him power. ” – Abraham Lincoln

The ship sails smoothly. Passing through the wavy blue terrain with the help of the calm but steady wind. Sailors passing by through the deck, performing their own assigned duties. Whether that’s sweeping the wooden floor or configuring the sail. The sailors perform it with the excellence of one’s experience one does throughout their lifetime.

To them it might be a dull monotonous routine and duties, a means to an end to live and get their pay, but it’s definitely something that I would much rather have compared to the one I am about to do as soon as I sense a fuzzy sensation in my stomach.

Here it comes again…

B-bllarrrggghhh! bllarrrghhhh!

Ughh, I hate the damn sea…

It’s been only two days I’ve been stuck in this ship, and I still can’t shake off this damn sea fever. Throwing up both out to the side and the bucket. A new unwanted routine to my daily life at the sea. I just dearly hope to the goddess of this world to not experience this for the rest of the two month voyage.

It always happens after I eat lunch or dinner with Sir Aston and oddly, the leader of the adventurers on this ship. To be specific, one of the few《Maxim’s Fang》adventurers on a long-term contract to protect the ship from any threats such as pirates.

If there’s one thing in common between the adventures of all sorts of guilds is how they like to boast their adventure tales to the same matter of fairy tales — unbelievable. Reminding me of that instructor of mine. I’m honestly surprised Sir Aston is even willing to sit down, and eat while listening to his stories that might as very well be fantasies of his. Like come on, on his first adventure contract to guard a merchant’s trade route, he encountered a village being attacked by a few giant killer worms.

Killer worms are very deadly with their agile maneuvers and ability to hide underground but it almost never goes up to the surface, they almost always stay underground, where most adventurers usually encounter them in the caves. And this person is telling me he encountered few on the surface, what’s more actively attacking a village?

Not only that, the unrealistic and unlikely scenario scores him to sleep with the village chief’s wife and daughter at the same time?! And worse of all, the village chief willingly allows it…

It’s either Sir Aston is in dire need for any sort of entertainment in this long boring voyage or it’s because he wants to maintain a friendly relationship with that prideful adventurer. He even went as far as enthusiastically asking questions about his legendary adventures. “So how was your experience with them?! Don’t leave me hanging here!” “You sure are unlucky to encounter monsters on your first quest, or should I say lucky?” If it weren’t for Sir Aston’s enthusiasm, I would’ve debated his stories’ authenticity.

That and coupled with the ridiculous amount of feast that would trigger me to vomit, eating has become not a really enjoyable thing. However, dining with them is crucial as it is the only fitting chance I can get to comfortably converse with them. What I lack right now is information on what lies in Kasanra. The land of the Canids. Floating islands filled with its native inhabitants having feline ears and tails.

And thankfully amidst the adventurer boasting stories I was able to inquire about some information about Kasanra and Canids in general.

Kasanra, although littered with floating islands, remain uninhabited as there’s no means to travel in the air. But this allows some of the floating islands to become airborne monsters’ nests. The monster nest resided in the northern part of Kasanra, where no ground island existed, causing most of the active part of Kasanra to be situated on the south and its biggest islands became the home of the Canids and its two kingdoms.

Pasujan Kingdom — Jayavia, the city which 《Veinard Trading Guild》is situated in, is also the capital city of the Pasujan kingdom. Ruled by the Sujan Canids, with their distinct physical appearance of pale skin thanks to its mountainous region with black hair and furs. And due to its being in the center of an international trade route, it is very internationally assimilated and its native Canids inhabitants comprises half of its population.

Mojowoso Kingdom — Unlike the Pasujan kingdom counterpart, they are more isolated from the international world. Ruled by the Woso Canids, which comprises a huge portion of their population with its opposite physical appearance of olive skin with white hair and furs. Famous for their high quality molasses and sugar that is limited in supply and can only be bought through the Sujan Canids traders.

I wish there’s more details and information I can gain from Sir Aston but due to his trade specialization doesn’t focus much on Kasanra, especially about Mojowoso Kingdom, his knowledge is rather minimal.

Knowledge regarding Kasanra is important but I also heard some rather interesting information as he rant over the increased merchant tax this year that set him back a few years to renew his nobility title. Sir Aston Marcht is a nobleman no doubt, but apparently his nobility title is a non-hereditary one from his father that he must buy another one for his son to continue the family noble title of “Marcht”.

No wonder there’s a surprising quite large amount of nobility in the kingdom. The Veinard kingdom’s size is huge undoubtedly but I always thought the size of its nobility was a bit too much.

With a huge sum of money, a commoner can buy a noble title that lasts for two generations. They won’t be given land and expected to manage commoners naturally, but they certainly gain the privileges of a noble. Socially acceptable for nobility to marry more than one woman, connection to influential nobility society, premium access to Associations of Magicians, and being able to enroll their children to the Bosart University.

The only way a commoner can truly gain a real and hereditary title if they made a grand militaristic achievement or somehow advanced the magic system. And even if they could attain those extremely difficult achievements, at best they will be granted the title《Count》There’s very little social movement above and the upper nobility family lineage can be traced back to the founding of the Veinard kingdom itself.

This whole buying non-hereditary noble titles system surprisingly reminds me of the Shogun Tokugawa era where the rich — shoonin — merchant class bought the — bushi — samurai prestige by marrying their son to the samurai daughters. Even at the cost of stripping their merchant sons of their original family name. The shinokosho social system.

The reason why the practice of the rich merchant pays the samurai to marry their son in order to gain prestige to begin with was because the samurai class usually becomes poor trying to keep up with the extravagant lifestyle they had and in need of money to maintain their prestige and wealth.

Which leads me to think… Is the Veinard Royalty family lacking in wealth? Or this whole system is just for them to accumulate extra wealth that is not really in dire need?

Although it is a fruitless curiosity and something that is unrelated to my current situation, I can’t help but to ponder about it. As this imbalanced system shouldn’t be sustainable. It started from the beginning of Veinard kingdom existence and even may very well be at the start of the Minimus Shihi Era.

It also surprised me that Sir Aston is willing to talk about this noble title purchasing system in front of that adventurer.

「 You okay there, sir? 」

Speaking of the devil, look who comes. The leader of the adventurer himself — Caedric. Looking haughty as ever. His features resembles a distinct rogue attractiveness. The tattoos on his cheeks and a pair of knives tucked in his hip adds even more to his delinquent charm.

If what he said is true, he learned a few spells “here and there” that allowed him to be on par with Intermediate proficiency in《School of Assault Magic》. With his history of boasting stories with lies, however, I wouldn’t trust his words to be true.

「 Doesn’t it look quite obvious to you? 」I retort back.

「 Forgive me, Sir Alderhide. I thought you were in the midst of throwing up, but when up close you seem to be staring blankly in deep thought. 」His voice slightly raised with the wind gushing down the sail. 「 Like what a scholar would do. 」

There he goes again. When I told him that I specialize in the《School of Wits Magic》he immediately thought of me as a scholar. A mix of both jest and a sign of respect from the seems of it.

「 A man like you should’ve stuck to the books rather than going to a far away land. 」

Nevermind, it’s definitely the former.

「 So, is there something you need from me? 」I glanced at him,「 it’s very out of touch for you to look for me outside of lunch. 」

「 I’ve just remembered a herb mix that I bought a long time ago that could be useful in lowering your sea sickness pangs. It’s name is《Karimin》It might not be as potent as the fresh ones but should do the job. 」

「 I’m very grateful for you to give me this, but why didn’t you offer me this way sooner like yesterday? 」

「 Two things. I didn’t know your condition was that severe as from my personal experience boarding a ship for the first time, I had the sea fever only on the first day. And because this herb mix has a side effect of causing the taker to be unnaturally calm if overused. 」

「 I will try not to depend on it too much then. Thank you. 」

He hands me a pouch filled with herb mix presumably. I take it and indeed it is light enough for the herb mix to be filled in.

「 Is there anything you want in return for giving me this? 」I ask as I know there’s no such thing as something truly free.

「 Just think of it as a good will of mine, and my thanks for willingly listening to my adventure tales. 」

It sounds like a jest, particularly with that cheeky smile of his. As if he knows something. Unless…

Shit, does he know that I know that his stories are bullshit?

「 Well without further ado, I shall head back to my quarter and get some rest after taking this herb mix. 」

「 Of course, sir. Oh, and make sure to only get a small spoonful of the herb mix every day! 」

With his reminder and my mind still a bit fuzzy I head off to my quarter. I need to check up with Shen either way. She can be rather… Upset if I stay away from her for far too long. It is undeniable that time runs slower in the Sky Palace, but I wish she can be more patient.

I quickly walk down the stairs to the lower level of the ship where a short walk leads me to my quarter, a surprisingly modest place with a bed fit for one person only and a small window that gives a relatively nice view to the calm sea. It is also equally surprisingly much better compared to the common quarters where sailors have very little privacy and have to sleep side by side with their peers in hammock beds.

And the stench of months long sailors unbathed sweats in that place would make me throw up all over again.

With the door shut and a quick gulp of the herb mix that leaves a very earthy and bitter taste on my tongue, I rest in the bed and chant my spell as my eyes closed naturally.

…

I open my eyes, the view of the palace throne hall springs up, decked in the same personally picked banner design of mine of a skeleton frame forming a heart shape. And most important of all, I’m leisurely sitting at this magnificent throne. Affirming that I really am the master and the owner of both palaces, and of course — Shen.

「 Master~ welcome back. 」

I look slightly to the side, where Shen is standing, looking happy to see me, with that bright serene smile of hers. Something I’ve never experienced.

When I come back home after work, that woman would either be calling with her friends or going outside. And even if she’s at home and not doing anything or simply watching TV, it would almost certainly be a flat greeting without a smile or any sign of effort. As though it was just to acknowledge my existence. I’ve always asked her to be a little bit more welcoming when I get back home, but she always shrugs it off… Is it too much to ask for?

It all still feels surreal. This palace is truly wonderful with its extravagant aesthetics that I wouldn’t dare to dream of but it always feels empty and cold — lifeless. Shen’s presence, however, changes everything. She brings life to this place and adds a spark way more than intricate furniture could do.

She becomes another glimpse of hope. One that I don’t dare to think and be hopeful of.

Every time I come back to the Sky Palace, I always have a doubt that Shen might just be a figment of my imagination. That somehow materialized with how pathetic my current situation is.

「 Master, why are you staring blankly? 」

「 Ahh… It’s nothing. I’m just deep in thought. And yes… I’m back, Shen. 」

I look to her again, where I now realize Shen is holding the very two swords that caused her appearance and summoning.

「 Hmm… Why are you holding those swords, Shen? 」

Does she have some questions regarding these swords that cause her summoning?

「 Master, if it doesn’t bother you too much… Can this humble servant request your teaching in the art of human swordsmanship? 」

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LOTA CH45 – The Start of Voyage [Disheartening Arc End]

July 21, 2021 PunLeave a comment

Inside the carriage, the harbor view springs up. The glass and the wall of the carriage that should’ve separated us from the outside world, fails to do so as the liveliness and chatter resound within.

Time flies as fast as the flocks of seagulls flying around in this perfect weather with clear blue sky.

It feels as though it was yesterday when I held Shen, idling away in the palace, and learned of her sorrow and solitude. But in a flash, days have passed by and the inevitable voyage has come.

And now mother is here to accompany me on my departure, even though it is clearly unnecessary.

「 Sweetie, are you mad at me? 」Mother asks, giving me her usual reassuring, but deeply guilt ridden smile.

「 No, I am not. What is it? 」I say, realizing that I fail to hide my annoyance.

「 Then why are you not saying anything? 」

「 Nothing, mother. I’m just… nervous. 」

「 Nervous to leave your lover behind? 」She asks, letting out a wide smile.

「 M-mother! 」I shout in protest. Before I know it, my cheeks are burning. Hopefully that doesn’t show…

「 Hmph! 」She mildly protests back with a puffed cheek,「 you should be thankful to your mother that I teach your innocent dragonkin lover the art of making love. She even told me you never make a move on her. Oh… poor girl to have fallen in love with my dense, idiotic son. 」

「 Yes, yes yes… I’m the fool who somehow got a beautiful girl to fall in love with me, 」I forcefully let out a light laugh,「 what did you talk about with Shen, anyway? 」

「 Ara-ara~ you should never pry into a woman’s secret and conversation, Renald. You might be a grown up man now, but you are still as clueless as the childish boy that I knew of. 」

Well, how am I supposed to know the intricacies of women, mother?

The carriage stops, a slight knock on the carriage’s door telling me that the helmsman has jumped off and will open the door in a moment. I look out the window and indeed we are already in the spot with multiple ships and decks.

The door opens and I swiftly get out of the carriage, the helmsman passes me my luggage, where I continue to carry them.

「 Hurry now, sweety. 」Mother hops out of the carriage, surprisingly,「 Your new life awaits. Mother will accompany you to the ship at the very least. 」

「 Mother. 」I say seriously,「 You know you can’t stay here for much longer. Father is waiting for you to come back and join the rest of the family on a trip going back to the Alderhide territory. 」

「 S-sweetie… 」mother looking nervous,「 A minute or two is fine. Wh-what if you got lost in the harbor? What if you got the wrong person? I must accompany you. 」

I hold her hand that I notice to be shaking. Of course, she would. Her only son is going to a foreign place, very far away.

「 Mother… I will be fine. 」I say affectionately and calmly, trying to assure and comfort her.「 You can’t make father wait for much longer. Who knows what he’s up to. You belong with father. And I will make do by myself just fine. 」

She holds my hand tighter as she forces a wide smile.

「 My little boy has grown up to be a fine man huh… I know this time will come sooner or later but I’ve never thought it will be in this way… 」

She pulls me into a tight embrace. My hand that holds my luggage is let go as I return the favor and hold my arm around her.

Feeling her warmth that contrasts from her peaceful blue hair as if it’s the flame I’ll ever need to remain cosy for life.

Is this… Is this the feeling of having a genuine loving mother? To think I would only realize this now…

「 Alright… I love you, my sweet boy. Promise me you will be back safe and sound. 」

「 I promise, mother. 」

She let go of the hug and with her face facing me, let out a wide smile once more. It should be a happy one for sure, but the emotion of sadness is clearly noticeable and can’t be hidden away.

「 I know I haven’t always been a good mother to you. I know something must have happened to you lately and in the past that you don’t want to tell me about. 」

How… How did she know? Is she talking about that time because of Hyledd?

「 A mother can sense these things, 」she says with a sad smile.「 Maybe you don’t trust me with the truth, but whatever the case it may be, I want you to know that I love you, and that I will always be here when you want to come home. 」

She goes back to the carriage, with steps that I notice to be taken quite hesitant.

I’m the one who hasn’t always been a good son to you… mother. But I can’t say that out loud.

Dammit what would a loving son say to a mother…?

「 I… I love you, mother! 」I shout as loud as I can, hoping that my very late farewell words reach her.

No voice comes from her and her lips doesn’t budge but she waves back with more enthusiasm, the glass window carriage doesn’t obscure her eyes that are now sparkling.

The horse neighs as the carriage starts moving. The carriage moves to the middle of the swarm filled with other carriages and pedestrians, where I see a glimpse of mother crying…

I want to run, catch up to the carriage, and try to comfort mother. But it’s too late. The carriage already engulfed itself in the crowd in the street.

Even in our farewell meeting she had to cry…

Shen’s love might be uncertain and fleeting. But my mother’s love towards me is as certain and as strong as the brightest diamond.

By the time I come home to the Veinard kingdom and meet with my mother once more, I must be a person that is worthy to be her son. A successful man and one that she won’t be ashamed of. Just like what I did in my past life.

I must make her happy and never make her cry again…

With the carriage nowhere in sight, I carry my large luggage and start wandering around the harbor like a drunken lost sailor. I’m a complete idiot to have forgotten to ask at which specific location do I meet with the merchant.

I try myself to stop dwelling on mother and focus on the present matter. On the bright side of it, at least this lonely moment gives me time to enjoy this one-of-a-kind harbor.

Usually harbor docks are made of wood, but everything here is made entirely with pristine grey stone, showcasing just how prosperous the sea trade route is.

The harbor is very much alive with rowdyness of the sailors passing by and diverse merchants conversing with their cargo goods on deck. Colorful banners of different kingdoms on each of the ships on display.

Then as I walk I stumble upon a decently sized magnificent ship that draws me in. There are much larger ships than this, but the decorations ooze out something that make me take notice.

「 Quite a beauty, isn’t she? 」

The voice lightly startles me, I look at the direction of the voice. A middle-aged man, with blonde hair. The outfit the man’s wearing on a glance might seem to be modest with its lacking decoration but it is dyed in dark blue, one of the most expensive color dyes. Usually reserved only for the nobility.

The man also wears a tricorn hat, which might’ve indicated he’s the captain of this ship.

「 She’s a beautiful fifty meters, three-masted, ocean-going sailing ship, capable of carrying up-to six hundred tons of cargo. 」He says looking lovingly to what seems to be his own ship,「 Layered in some manaritium in it’s hull and keel with the latest invention of the《Associations of Magicians》《School of Enchantment Magic》department to provide protection and faster speed. It’s figurehead, a golden roaring lion to symbolize the great pride of our Veinard kingdom. 」

「 I am Aston Marcht. Judging from your demeanor, may I assume the young gentleman is the《Veinard Trading Guild》official who’s to accompany me to Kasanra? 」

「 Ah, that’s right, 」I show him the guild’s insignia and give him the letter 「 this is the letter from Dorlad. 」I add.

「 Indeed… 」He opens and proceeds to skim the letter.「 From the famous Dorlad himself – the right-hand of the《Veinard Trading Guild》guildmaster. 」

He stops reading the letter and faces back to me again, with a warm smile.

「 Welcome aboard, young gentlemen, Sir Renald Alderhide. I’m delighted to be your acquaintance. 」He offers his hand and I return the favor by giving a firm handshake.

「 You’ve come just in time, 」he continues,「 in a few minutes the ship is ready to set sail. Is your luggages with you? 」

「 Just the one in my hand thankfully. I carried not too much since I don’t want to burden your ship and men too much. 」

「 My… 」He looks slightly down at the luggage in my hand,「 where’s your servant? Why are you carrying your own luggage? Aren’t you of a noble blood? This won’t do… Edrington! Bring our guest luggage to our finest quarter. 」

A man hurriedly comes in front of us, wearing the classic striped blue shirt that screams sailor identity.

「 Aye aye, sir. 」

He offers me a hand, presumably for the luggage I have in hand. I hand the sailor the luggage, which he immediately takes into the ship.

「 Renald! There you are! 」

I look towards the shout that calls my name.

「 Elras? Aaron? 」

「 What were you thinking… Seriously, Renald. You think just sending us farewell letters is fine? 」

Elras and Aaron unknowingly come to me. Aaron looking pleasantly surprised while Elras looks obviously annoyed with his usual narrowed eyebrows.

How did they come here? When I didn’t even know what ship I specifically needed to go to? They even brought their servants from the looks of it.

「 Well, I assume all of you will be busy with your other duties as our education is finally over. 」I add, trying to reason with them as well as to myself.

「 That may be so, Renald. 」Elras replies,「 but nevertheless you are our cherished friend, and it saddens me that you will have to travel far away to the land of Canids, while I’m going to be stuck in my fief dealing with those damn elves. 」

The butler behind Elras steps forward and elegantly brings a wooden case up to his chest, where he opens it slowly to reveal the item inside.

A sheathed sword in its black and white sheathe with gold decorations.

This sword is quite similar to Elras’s sword… Wait, don’t tell me.

「 Isn’t this your sword, Elras? 」

On closer inspection, this is exactly his sword, minus the Reinhardt emblem of two eagles head, replaced with a normal ball-like shape at the pommel of the sword. I slowly take it out from the case and I unsheathe the sword. The blade gleams brightly, as well as the unique and far more complex manaritium runes. Oiled and sharpened, to the point of being almost new.

The magic runes, if I remember correctly, act as a mana storage and amplifier. Allowing the wearer to cast more spells as well as more intensive spells. Not only that, the mana runes act as burning coal, for the damage it inflicts leaves burns marks and flesh turns to ashes. And it swings leaves a trail of blue fire.

Truly befits a noble magic swordsman.

「 Yes. You deserve a far better sword than that “bastard” sword. Given more time, I would’ve commissioned the finest sword from one of the best Reinhardt blacksmiths, but this sword will do just fine for you. 」

Sword symbolizes one’s authority. A noble’s weapon. An expansive and versatile weapon that sets them apart from the commoner’s weapon, the spear.

The sword doesn’t have the Reinhardt emblem anymore thankfully, but this is still a serious matter.

For Elras giving me his sword is the same as him giving me his core identity and a bestowment of deep respect.

「 But this is your personal sword, Elras… I can’t take it… You won’t have a sword anymore then. 」

「 If there’s one thing that you should’ve learned other than that《School of Wits Magic》of yours, it should’ve been the noble society. The Reinhardt family prides itself with its legendary weapon. It was made by Reinhardt’s first founding father. Reinhardt broadsword. Layered almost entirely in manaritium. Unbreakable and Supreme. Revered to only the successor of the Reinhardt family. And I will receive the honor to call it my own soon. 」

「 W-wait… does that mean?! 」

「 Yes. 」Elras smiles visibly becoming wider,「 The next time we meet, you will have to call me, the Marquis of Reinhardt. 」

「 I… I don’t know what to say… Congratulations! And… and thank you for the gift… 」

He turns to the ocean, an unusual melancholic air engulfing him.「 So this is it, huh? Where we’ll part ways. 」

I want to respond to him, but before I can figure out what to say, his face contorts into a cocky grin.「 Hopefully you won’t be a virgin the next time we meet up. Heard those Canids have mating heat cycles. 」

He pats me on the back, then makes way for Aaron who holds a box of his own and is currently shaking his head at Elras’ comment.

「 I also have a farewell gift, my dear friend. I hope you receive it well, as I’m sure you will need this more than I in your adventure. 」

Inside the mahogany box, is a heavily decorated potion, with the very distinctive enneagram stars that symbolizes the Goddess Maria religion at the cap of the potion. Inside the clear glass, is a very bright red liquid, it might even very well be almost pink with how bright it is.

Red means it’s a vitality potion, but I’ve never seen this kind of red before.

「 Aren’t you also being too generous, Aaron? 」Elras taunts, letting out a presumptuous grin,「 giving him the《Elixir of Life》a legendary vitality potion. Rumored to be ten times more effective than a normal potion and can cure almost any disease. Reserved for the pious priest who devoutly follows the Goddess Maria words. 」

「 Forgive my prudence, Elras, but for once you could’ve just shut your lips. 」Aaron says sternly,「 Look at him. Now he will be burdened to receive my meager farewell gift. 」

What’s up with them? Why are they all showering me with extravagant and priced items? We are friends, but nonetheless it’s not something so significant. A friendship forged only by circumstances and coincidence.

「 Does this mean you’ve officially become a priest? 」I ask, hoping to slightly convert the conversation.

「 Yes, I’ve officially become a priest, the devout follower of Goddess Maria. This potion will be in better use for you in travelling in unknown areas than a priest who would be stuck in the cathedral headquarters for what is most likely for my entire lifetime. 」

「 I know… But still- 」

「 Ahem… 」Aston draws our attention. Stopping our conversation.

「 I’m sorry to disturb the gentleman’s talk, but my ship is ready to go and is waiting for Sir Renald Alderhide to go onboard. And I’m also sorry to say but I can’t delay much longer. As you know for merchants time is money and time is at the essence. 」

Aston politely adds, a tinge of suppressed hurriness is noticeable from his tone, however.

「 Well? What are you waiting for? Take my gift as well. You can’t delay much longer. If you feel burdened make sure to bring back exotic gifts from there. I heard their herbs are potent and teas a delicacy. 」

Feeling cornered from both sides, I reluctantly accept Aaron’s gift as well. While making a mental note to bring back gifts to both Aaron and Elras. As being in debt too much is rather a bad thing.

「 Elras. Aaron. 」I look at them,「 Thank you… All of you. For the useful gifts. I will treat it well and I hope that we will meet again one day. 」

「 You’re a genius, so don’t let random idiots step on you! 」

「 Return back safely, my dear friend. With honor and glory. 」

As the sailors around us turn busy to prepare for departure, the two take a few steps back to avoid being in the way and I climb the ramp that leads up to deck. When I turn around, they’re already gone from the pier.

And the ship sets sail, to Kasanra.

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LOTA CH44 — The Dragon’s Heart & Fealty

July 4, 2021 PunLeave a comment

「 That was… that was amazing, master~ 」Her breast heaves as she lets out long breaths.

Even after several minutes passing by, her body still needs some time to take a rest and process the aftermath, indicating that she’s definitely still not used to sex.

Thankfully the heavy blanket covers my throbbing erection. If not, she might heavily insist on doing a second round — forcing herself once more on my selfish desire.

「 Can we sleep close together? I want to fall asleep while embracing you. 」

Wh-what?

「 Come, master, wrap your arms into my body. I heard this is the optimal sleeping position for lovers~ 」

She turns her body to face me. She lifts up the blanket, revealing all her stunning curves, her voluptuous breast, and ass, her dreamy lilac hair splays across the bedsheets like wildfire.

I hold my breath for a second as my dick twitches, mesmerizing myself with how stunning she is.

「 No, need, Shen. 」I turn my back to her, trying to hide my growing lust.

Does she know that sleeping snuggling is good, or did mother teach her almost everything…?

「 Is there something wrong, master? 」

「 Nothing, Shen. I’m just… 」My words trail off, not knowing what excuses to say.

「 I-I… I understand… 」Her eyes gaze lower, seemingly disappointed.

「 Haaa… What do I do with you… Come here. 」I open my arm,「 You’ll be the one to wrap your arms to me. 」

She doesn’t delay anymore and soon she comes closer to me. Her thin hourglass figure clinging tightly to my side as I still lay my back down on the bed. One of her long legs wraps around mine as her arm around my chest, as if she’s not letting me away.

Her head snuggles on my chest, comfortably, feeling her smooth hair. Her horns are poking a bit close to my face which ultimately doesn’t bother me much, but her horn reminds me that this beautiful goddess was once a ferocious dragon.

「 Hehehe… I must say, I am quite jealous of humans to have arms to embrace their loved ones. 」

「 What was it again that humans say when they’re going to sleep…? Ahh… Good night, master… 」

「 Good night, Shen. 」

I leer down and see Shen already closing her eyes, sleeping.

Have I ever slept like this with my past wife? No… don’t think too much about it. I shouldn’t dwell too much on the past.

「 zzzzzzz… 」

Even she can snore loudly huh… She must’ve been tired.

Truly a beautiful goddess, that doesn’t befit her to be in love with me. What was that proverb again…? A toad lusting over a swan’s flesh?

I close my eyes, as I try to wane off my lust as I lull myself to sleep.

…

A nudge rips me out of my slumber sleep I’m having. Taking some time to orient myself, I find Shen writhing next to me.

She lets out a gasp, arching her back. As she sinks back down, a single tear, reflecting the moonlight that shines in from the window, slides along her cheek. Reminding me of that time Hyledd experienced a nightmare…

No…

No, no, no, no…

Not again. Please!

She talked about being alone her whole life. I want to believe that. As disgusting as my wish is, there is nothing I desire more than to be assured of her solitude. To be assured that I have someone beside me.

Because only someone like that would stay with me.

But no matter how sincere she sounded, she could have kept some secrets from me. Even when compared to Hyledd, she is flawless, so why should she not be perfect at lying as well? It is fair as I haven’t told her much about myself either.

I don’t want to see.

I don’t want to know.

Just keep on living being ignorant. There’s nothing better for people like me anyway.

She has to follow me, I have no one else. What bad could a few convenient lies or ignorance would do?

This might not be true love, as I’m abusing her dependency on me, but this is close enough and this much is fine.

Yet, will it be fine for her?

Telling myself that everything is alright because this inherent power of mine twisted her mind to love me — suffer for me — betraying her loved ones time and time again?

Trash through and through. I really am.

I look at her once more, her teary eyes soaking the pillow…

You know what? Fuck it. It’s better to face the harsh truth than a beautiful lie. I’ve done it with Hyledd before, so I could do it again.

If she does have someone else or does not truly like me, then so be it. She deserves a far better man anyway.

I reach the drawer next to the bed, where I grab a mana potion. The last time I used the 《Somn》spell, it used a magic circle ritual with alchemy ingredients, as they not only help to correctly channel the spell but also to optimize the mana usage. As now that I’m more familiar with it, I do not require the magic circle ritual anymore, however, the mana usage still remains high. This mana potion will provide me with that.

I immerse myself with the faint mana connection between me and Shen from this weird power of mine. Feeling its silk-like connection, I chant my spell.

『 Somn 』

My conscience sinks deeply and my eyes close shut, as I prepare for the worst.

…

The dream that greets me is one filled with mountains everywhere ranging from all heights, but all transcends the cloud level. As far as the eye can see. And I’m residing in one of the peaks of the mountains, all white with its glacier and snow.

Everything here is white and blue, I try to look down past the mountain but could only find the cloud level as if they are the ground in this realm of existence.

I immerse myself in this otherworldly spectacle, where I found Naga is on top of one of the tallest mountains, near me.

『 THOUSANDS OF DRAGONS HAVE COME TO ME ONCE MORE. THEIR ARROGANCE AS HIGH AS EVER. 』

Naga’s eyes lower, wandering and sweeping across far down below. I followed its gaze and found numerous dragons corpses, their bodies mutilated or at worst unrecognizable. Littered around as if they are just swarms of dead ants — insignificant.

Dying the snow red. Adding a palette of colors to the scenery that I once thought to be only white and blue.

『 DEFYING THE MANDATE OF HEAVEN. DEFYING AGAINST YOUR SUPREME ONE. 』

With a closer look, blood is all over its scales, whether its own blood or the blood of its enemies, even I don’t know. A never seen before side of Naga. Its bloody exterior adds a profound monstrous and ferocious feeling.

『 AND NOW LOOK AT ALL OF YOU. DOWN IN THE DIRT LIKE THE VERMINS THAT YOU ARE. 』

Naga turns its attention to the only dragon still standing, which seems to be the Mervyn kind with its black scales and huge wings, surrounded by the death of other dragons down in the field almost on the same level as the clouds.

Wounds fester its body like smallpox. Its black scales body, covered in its own blood.

『 I APPLAUD YOUR BRAVERY, LITTLE ONE. TO BE THE LAST DRAGON TO REMAIN STANDING. THERE IS NO SHAME IN TAKING FLIGHT. LET WHAT HAPPENED TODAY TO BE BYGONE. 』

Naga stares into the crippled small dragon, Naga’s chin held up very high as he belittles and mocks him with its very own presence. But even then her words carry a different attitude as she seems to willingly leave a survivor to retreat, somehow slightly out of character with the supreme one attitude. An unusual change of heart for someone supreme.

The receiving dragon didn’t take Naga’s treatment kindly, as it replies by giving back a ridiculing smile.

『 I… Pity… You, Supreme One. 』

The sound is hoarse, throat clogged with blood. Its dragonic body loses its vigors, but within its eyes, a rather look of defiance sets blaze deeply.

Its words are filled with the audaciousness and fearlessness of a dragon as Naga returns the favor by staring dagger at it. Questioning Naga’s authority.

『 For Never Feeling The Drive To Sacrifice One’s Life For Your Loved Ones 』

Naga’s eyebrows twitch. Its stares become sharper and sharper. Her take on belittling the crippled dragon takes a nosedive and Naga starts to take a far more serious turn to it.

『 To Never Feel Love Or To Be Loved. 』

Naga keeps staring at the crippled dragon, rock-still. Thinking deeply about its words. Pondering over it.

『 I Shall Stand My Ground. 』

『 And I Will Die Valiantly And Join My Breathens In The High Heaven. 』

Naga lowers its chin, its face parallel to the receiving dragon down below. The dying dragon let out a thin smile as if it notices something changes within Naga. An opening. The dragon then lets out a burst of small mocking laughter deep in its throat that goes unnoticed by Naga.

『 What Will You Do Now, Supreme One, Now That You Realize You Are So Very Alone 』

As soon as the other dragon finishes its speech, Naga dashes to him in a flash and sinks its teeth to the already crippled dragon. The receiving dragon swirms and writhes as it feels the sharp Naga’s teeth around its long reptilian neck.

A second later, the dragon’s body is cut cleanly, like a sharp knife cutting through a steak. In a very brutal and primitive way unlike when with the others where Naga uses magic.

The last spot of clean ground is soaked in the dragon’s blood. Giving a fresh coat of blood to Naga’s scales that have already been dried with multiple layers of blood.

Yet even though it is a total victory on her part, she stares deeply up to the sky. In its draconic eyes, a look of sadness comes from within.

And in the end, her eyes drop back to see the numerous corpses of other dragons as far as the eyes can see.

…

「 M-master… 」

Her soothing voice wakes me. I open my eyes, Shen’s face comes to view first on top of mine, looking directly into my eyes, seemingly concerned.

A dream. A memory. A sad one for sure, but not what I expected. I was expecting her to encounter her dragon loved one, or something else. But what I found instead is just a slaughter-fest. Considering her past as a supreme dragon, that much is expected and can even be considered as far as something mundane for her.

「 By chance… Did you peek through my mind? 」She says, cutting me off from my thoughts

Shit. She found out huh… Even Hyledd didn’t notice I’d peeked at her dream.

「 H-how did you know? 」I say, quite stunned.

「 I sense and feel your eyes prying deeply into my core. 」

Damn, this soul connection of us is quite intrusive.

「 I’m sorry for invading your privacy, Shen. You must’ve felt creeped out by it. 」

「 No, no, no… Master… There’s no need to apologize. You own me, body and soul. Is there a reason why you were prying into my mind? 」

She deserves to know…

「 I… I wanted to know why you were having a bad time sleeping. It seems that you were having a nightmare, a bad dream of some sort. 」

But then again, there’s no need to tell the whole truth.

「 It’s nothing master needs to be concerned about. Just a rather fickle dream… 」

「 If you don’t mind me asking… 」I ask anyway, my curiosity taking a hold over me,「 What about the dream makes you so uneasy? It seems to be a normal one, considering you are the supreme one. 」

「 On the outside, it might be that way. However, it is a superior custom to keep secure of its innermost thoughts, and the mind. As a superior should be silent and thoughtful without a show of weak emotions. 」

Her eyes looked directly at me, longingly.

「 If I show even a small minor weakness, they will all pinpoint and attack with all of their might to that very weakness. 」

「 I… I… I was miserable, master… 」She says quietly, 「 I am a supreme one, but everything feels meaningless and there’s no joy in anything. 」

Without me trying to press her, she already does so herself. She seems to be a bit uncomfortable, being this emotional, but a tinge of eagerness is apparent, making me not stop her.

「 Before I became the regarded supreme one on the heavenly mountain, I spent my life wandering around the world exploring every nook and cranny, fighting and dominating other dragons and even other beings. I thought that was my destined purpose, as I was the most peerless dragon in the realm. As if heaven mandates me that I, the only dragon of my kind that comes to existence and undoubtedly supreme in power, must trample the others and make a name for myself. It was a fabricated purpose that I keep repeating to myself. A lie I’ve made on my own to grasp onto, since the beginning of my meaningless life. 」

「 But even then… for an immeasurable amount of time that lies… it doesn’t fill the void. The void of a sense of belonging or a reason why I truly exist. Or how do I continue existing… 」

「 At that moment of realization, understanding the futility of everything I did. I retreated and settled down on the tallest mountain, the heavenly mountain. Waiting for the inevitable end of times. Those dragons that came after me… The one you saw in my dream, I’m sure those are dragons who tried to avenge the dragons I’ve slain before I settled down. 」

I could catch a glimpse of her slight disparity, shoulders trembling with emotions.

「 Thank you, master. For putting up with my past foolish draconic arrogance… and to let me experience love and to be loved. 」

「 And for granting me this human body, which I’m sure is to serve you better, and ultimately love you better, my master~ 」

She ends her confession with clearly longing feelings for me as she snuggles and embraces my arm…

「 Don’t worry, Shen. You are not alone anymore. I’m always here for you. 」I say as I head-pat her.

Serve… Love…

Fealty.

It goes back to the unanswered question I have in my entire two existence. What is the definition of love?

Why does she consider servitude, No… submission as love?

Is fealty even another form of love…?

Will submitting herself towards her master — me, give her fulfillment and a great deal of happiness?

Is her love for me something so profound — or twisted — that she gladly submitted herself to me?

Is her love towards me out of her free will or this twisted divine palace power?

I look to my side, Shen is still snuggling and embracing my arm. Her eyes closed, seemingly already in a deep calm sleep.

If what she wants is love then fine. I will take responsibility. I will accept and reciprocate her feelings. If the only person who can truly accept her now is only me, then I will gladly be that person.

At the very least… Until she finds a much better man that suits her more than me.

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LOTA CH43 — Unworthy Love ♡♡♡

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「 Tea…? 」I ask, bewildered, wanting to confirm this out-of-place proposition.

「 I’ve heard tea relaxes the mind. Your mother also talks about how you love to drink tea, so I thought I could serve you one. Is it okay? 」She says, sitting at the edge of the table as if she’s not going to leave if I don’t give her the answer she wants.

「 You keep talking about tea. Are you sure you’re not the one who wants to drink it? 」

「 O-of course, I also want to drink it too. 」She slightly averts her gaze,「 I’m quite curious about this so-called “tea” you humans seem to grow fond of. 」

Hmm… There shouldn’t be anything wrong if Shen also wants to drink tea. Heck. She might even only offer tea purely out of courtesy. I feel like an idiot for being weirded out.

「 Well if you strongly insist then, yes please. 」

「 I knew you would agree, master! 」She quickly walks out of the room, 「 I will be right back! 」

With her gone, I continue writing letters that have very little left to be done.

Then it hits me… Does she know how to prepare tea?! Sure, there is a kitchen with a working stove and utensils if you look hard enough. But can she use and do all of them?!

「 I’m back, master~ 」

To my surprise, she’s back already, carrying a tray filled with teacups and a teapot. She sits down on the comfortable sofa with a coffee table in front of it.

「 Come, master! 」She pats the bottom of the sofa just next to her, 「 join me, and let me serve you a cup of tea. 」

Hearing her call, I immediately head and sit down next to her, where she’s already done pouring one cup.

「 Here’s your tea, master! 」

Not wanting to leave it cold, I gently take the cup and then take a small sip.

Wow, she even brewed it at the right temperature. Not too hot to burn my tongue but not too cold for its heat to be lacking.

Hmm… It’s a bit too sweet. Way too sweet. Did she really put in too much sugar? And why does she not pour one for herself?

「 Shen, you’re not going to drink tea? 」

「 Ah! O-of course! I just want to know whether the tea is to your liking. 」She says, as she rushes to pour herself one.

「 Well, Shen. The tea is perfect. Thank you for inviting me to drink tea. 」

「 Hehehehe… Your welcome master~ 」She giggles affectionately, as she drinks her tea.

She sits closer and closer with light steps, the gap between us becoming smaller and smaller until our shoulders touch one another.

She breathes quite loudly. I look at her. Her face directly in front of me, smiling with the same smile back when I princess-carried her, this time even brighter. Her cheeks are bright red and her body that touches me feels quite hot too…

These semi-erotic sensations cause me to shiver and my pants start to feel too uncomfortable.

She looks so dazzling and innocent. I want to take her right now and make her mine…

W-wait… W-why am I feeling this way…? This is too sudden. S-something’s not right.

「 Wh-what did you put in the tea, Shen?! 」

I sense an incredible heat spreading evenly around my body, my heart beating louder and louder. My string of reasoning and the gate of restraints is becoming looser.

「 Nothing can stay hidden from you, huh… my master… 」

「 Spill it, Shen! 」

「 Aphrodisiac potion, my master… 」She says feeling a bit ashamed, hiding her face, resting her head on my chest.

「 Wh-what?! How did you get this kind of potion? 」

「 Your mother gave it to me, master~ She said it will make you more faithful to your feelings… And your desires~♡ 」

Shen’s entire face has now turned to a deep crimson. Her eyes full of lust and longing even have heart-shaped pupils. Damn, it’s working on all of us.

「 Master~ 」She moans softly,「 I heard what I’m feeling to you is not just infatuation or adoration but love… I love you, master. I want to make you happy. 」

Her hand slowly makes its way to my crotch, teasing through its fabric. My manhood is fully erect and rock solid. Despite all of her lustful playing and teasing acts, I can still sense a small innocence coming from her.

F-fuck. I need to get away from her. Before I cross the line and do something I will regret it.

I lightly push her away. And immediately make a run to the door.

「 Master! P-please don’t run away… 」

As soon as I grab the door handle, she surprisingly catches up, grabbing and latches to my left arm, holding me desperately, not wanting me to go anywhere.

「 P-please let’s make love. I want to be closer to you. 」

Her revealing breast easily wraps around my limb proving it to be harder. Her eyes shimmering with desire as she looks up at me with unkempt lust.

The already stretched string of reasoning is cut off. The gate that restrains my desires breaks down. Let loose to think of all sorts of dirty ways on how to ravish this perfect goddess.

I let go of the door handle and embrace her fully, her bulging breast pressed to my chest. She reciprocates as her arms make their way to my back. Head snuggles into other’s shoulders. Our bodies intertwined, sharing one another with our already maxed heat.

「 I-I love you, my master~ 」She whispers directly to my ear,「 I may lack the mental and verbal prowess to fully express my worship and love towards you but I want to show you how I feel with my body. 」

Without even waiting for my reply she already takes the initiative and pushes herself towards me, her lips touching mine.

She aggressively kisses, her tongue becoming more daring as it prying deeply into my mouth.

「 nnnhmm…… Master~ nnnchu……… Master~ 」

Letting out sweet moans mid kisses, as she invades deeper and deeper. The slight aftertaste of the sweet tea, makes this all even become more intoxicating. As our bodies intertwine, our tongue also intertwines. Dancing and sensing each other’s tongues. Our saliva mixed into an arousing potion.

If it weren’t for her very bold and uncoordinated tongue movement, I would’ve thought she’s experienced.

Feeling overwhelmed with her aggressiveness, I pulled her off, a string of saliva thread hanging from both of our tongues is what’s left.

「 That was… 」I stray off not knowing what to say,「 That was… really deep and aggressive, Shen….. 」

「 Hehehehe… I heard from your mother that a deep kiss will show you how serious I am and that you will love it. 」

Now I get it…. I should’ve known… That mother of mine must’ve taught her all sorts of tricks on the human ways to make love with me. I didn’t know my mother was such a seductress.

「 I wish you could explore my body more, master~ but first… Let’s get comfortable in bed, shall we? 」

With her holding my hand, she guides me to the bed. At the edge of the bed, she takes off her clothes, with ease, letting her clothes fall to the ground. She lays down on the bed as if she’s presenting and offering herself in the bed for me to ravish her…

However… It is only now when she’s laid down on the bed, with nothing to cover her sculpted body that the weight falls down to my shoulders.

She’s… She’s beautiful. No amount of words can explain just how beautiful she is.

Hyledd, who I thought was the most beautiful girl I’ve met, still has some imperfections. Blemish skin around her stomach, a mole near her vagina, and breasts that sag slightly.

But, shen… Her body exceedingly arouses me in every aspect possible, every single part of her body is pure perfection. With flawless skin that sparkles like white snow. The voluptuous swell of her wide hips and heavy breasts with the exact perfect shape and no signs of loose perkiness.

I take at the moment to mesmerize myself in the pale pink of her nipples, and the youthful blush on her cheeks.

Even her tummy is something beyond imagination, very flat and toned to the point where the curves of her ribs are visible. The smooth length of her legs seems to be longer than average.

And it is all wasted on me…. Do I even deserve such a perfect woman like her?

Somehow when I start to realize how otherworldly beautiful she is that my sense of reasoning comes to light again.

「 I’m still inexperienced with my human form and the human ways but feeling your gaze upon my body. You hunger for me, don’t you? 」

Am I even worthy of her body’s offering?

Somehow, at this moment, my string of reasoning that was broken, fixes and bonds itself. The lust is still very there, but holden back.

「 Master…? Is there something wrong? 」She looks at me, seemingly concerned.

If this is what she truly wants, I must oblige. At the very least… At the very least, she should enjoy sex too. Maybe even way more than me.

I join in the bed with Shen and come on top of her.

「 Shen 」I say, mustering any resemblance of seriousness, as I try to calm down and take the initiative,「 tell me. What is it that you want to do? 」

「 I… I… 」She smiles embarrassingly, her already red cheeks becoming even redder, 「 I want you to make love with me, master. Please~ Make me feel the pleasure of being one with my soulmate. The pleasure of having sex with my master. 」

「 There you go… 」I say smiling back,「 next time just be truthful with your desires. There’s no need to use an aphrodisiac next time alright? 」

「 Y-yes master~♡ 」

Nabbing her left ear, I whisper「 That’s right. Good girl~ 」

She shivers greatly, letting out a pleased moan. I see… So she likes being called “good girl”. I should use it often then.

I give smooth kisses on her ears, then down her neck. All the way to her vagina, as I leave a trail of small pecking kisses.

「 M-master, why are you down there…? Why are you staring so hard at my… vagina? 」

I look at her bottom part, my face directly in front of her pussy or labia that is velvet pink. I’ve never eaten or lick pussy before, but well, there’s a first time for everything.

I dove in without hesitation, burying my face deep into her cunt. Giving gentle licks in a circular motion on her clit, and labia.

「 Ahhh~♡! M-master! Please don’t go down there. I-it feels weirdly good! 」

She squirms and mewls and appears to love every second of it. That means I’m doing it right. I focus licking more on her upper clit, and with the bottom part slightly empty I shove a finger in her pussy. Probing it, exploring its nooks and corners slowly. Stimulating and preparing her for the penetration.

「 Ahhh~ S-s-something is coming, master. Something inside me is coming, master! Ahhh~♡ I don’t know what this sensation is~! 」

「 Let it out, Shen. Cum for me. Don’t hold back. 」

I pick up the pace and lick her pussy and shove a finger a little faster, building up towards her orgasm. Gently increasing how aggressive I am licking her already slimy and wet pussy.

「 AHHHHHHHHH!!! 」

Then the inevitable orgasm comes as her whole body convulses and shivers in delight uncontrollably. The bottom of my face becomes wet and the bed soaked with her pussy juice.

Her expression is the classic of the aftereffect of experiencing an orgasm. Even in her slightly tired state and small tears in her eyes, she still looks at me lovingly. All that effort is definitely worth it.

「 Good job letting all out Shen. What a good girl~ 」

「 Haaa… Haaaa… Making love is truly… truly amazing…. 」She says letting out a happy but spent smile.

Hopefully, with this, it would be less painful for her when I insert my dick into her.

「 M-master~ Please get out of your clothes. I want to see all of you… 」

I back off, kneeling on the bed, and start unbuttoning my shirt.

She rushes up to aid me, even if this assistance consists of little more than restlessly tugging the fabric. Not that my trembling fingers are much better.

This hateful noble clothing with all its unnecessary attachments and decorations is close to having me tear it apart. Luckily, the trousers are easier to get rid of and I reveal my inferior physique to her spotless perfection.

「 I have to say, seeing your body naked, and… your human horn — Man’s penis. It’s strange, but there’s a sense of me yearning for your splendid and majestic horn. 」

Her cool, smooth fingers glide down my arms and pull me to hunch over her as she spreads her labia for me to see.

「 M-master~ P-please this time, insert your horn, I mean… your penis inside my pussy! 」

I can’t hold back anymore. My heartbeats are getting more and more thumper.

But is this alright?

「 What are you waiting for, my master? I want you, deep inside of me, down to the very core of my being. 」

She looks at me, needing, seemingly desperate for me to fill her up. I oblige and plunge in my dick towards her pussy slowly.

「 AHHHHHHH!!! 」

I pull back the moment I hear her scream, but a vice-like grip prevents me.

「 Huu~ I’m fine, master! Naught but a tad surprised, so do not hold back. Please enjoy me to your heart’s content. 」

She sounds relaxed, and even in a teasing manner. I can’t make out any suppressed pain in her expression, so I very slowly resume moving. Each thrust slowly but surely penetrates deeper and deeper by the centimeter.

「 That’s it… Feel my warmth with your whole body… ♡ Let me hear it… Your voice from my body making you feel good ♡ Let me taste it… your release from my pussy making you feel good ♡ 」

Her pussy putting up some resistance at first before giving way and letting my shaft penetrate deeper and deeper.

「 Ahhh~! I-I love you, master~♡!!! I hope my body pleases you! 」

As I keep thrusting deep into her slippery and tight pussy, she pulls me in close, squeezing against me and nuzzling against the crook of my neck.

Her perfect breast sways and bounces every time I thrust into her.

「 Yes~!! Yes, master! Take me! Fill me! Unleash your desire into me! 」

Building up to an orgasm I keep pounding and pounding her. Becoming more and more aggressive and rough although not as much when I’m with Hyledd. My voice let out with no constraints as I growl and moan to my heart’s content. Her wet pussy feels too damn good, and I feel I’m getting close. I’m not going to last much longer.

「 A-are you going to cum, Shen?! 」

「 A little close master~! Ahhhhnnn! But please unleash your desire whenever you want! 」

I need to hold it in, just a bit more. I need to please Shen too. My hand makes its way down there, teasing her clit, trying to speed up her orgasm.

「 Cum for me, good girl! Let it all out! 」

「 Yes~! Master~! I’m going to cum again! Please feel good inside my body master! 」

Her needy moans trigger me to cum soon.

「 Oh fuck! I’m also cumming, Shen! 」

With one last deep thrust, my member fully submerged in her slimy and tight pussy, I start to release my long-withheld cum-load. Pouring wave after wave into her pussy, painting her insides white with my spunk as she convulses and shakes, cumming at the same time as Shen. I press her down to the mattress. Forcing her to stay there and take all of my load.

「 Haaaa… Haaaaaaa… 」

「 Haaaaaaaaa… Haaaaa… 」

With my cock finally stops twitching and feeling both me and her satisfied, I collapse myself beside her. As we both relax in the afterglow.

Rivers of my white seed with a minimal tinge of pink flows out of her velvet pink pussy. Her chest goes up and down, letting out her heavy breath that must’ve been spent with first time having sex.

「 Ehehehehehe… Master… I can sense how good it was for you with my body, did you not? 」

I try to tell myself I’m spent, that I do not need more, but my dick is still hard and erect as ever. This is not enough…

F-fuck, have some decency, Renald. Look at her! She’s already panting and although her body is so beautiful and perfect as if her sole purpose is to have sex, she’s definitely still not used to sex!

「 I heard men only release this white liquid thing — their semen — if they feel good, right? I’m so happy, master ♡~ 」

Even at her fatigued stage she still shows her affection towards me, and her smile never fades.

「 Haaaaa… Haaaaa… Haaaaa… This bliss… I love you, master ♡~ 」

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LOTA CH42 — Veinard Trading Guild

June 14, 2021 PunLeave a comment

By the time I’ve come to my consciousness, the light stings my eyes, the curtain still left open for the bright light to come through the room. The roof, a much more pristine marble and elaborate framework way better than the dorm or mother’s house, coupled with a chandelier with more lamps and tiers than mother’s. And the bed I’m in is as soft as the clouds and huge enough that it can fit four people.

I’m in the Alderhide mansion, aren’t I?

I wake up and go near the window, where the sun is at its highest peak, shining and showcasing the spectacular view of the maze-like garden springing flowers and beautifully crafted white statue, a lady pouring water to the fountain. Damn, I slept for too long.

I don’t remember much of what happened yesterday other than taking a bath, then the maids swiftly but attentively mended my wounds, applying fresh new bandages, whereupon at that time I was too tired and immediately fell asleep like a log.

Just as I am wondering what to do next, maybe checking up with my mother, a slight creak of the door invades my ear. I look back and see the maid lightly bowing.

「 Greetings, young lord. I presume the rest was plentiful. 」

「 Yes, it was. Is there anything that matters? 」

「 Lady Heva has recently arrived and is still in her carriage. She has summoned you to join her on her outing if the young lord is awake. 」

「 Very well. Tell mother I will be there in a minute or two. You may leave. 」

The maid leaves the room, and I quickly prepare as I change back to my clothes that apparently have been prepared left on the table.

Then I come outside the room, and make way to the main lobby, passing through the hall littered with paintings on the walls, accompanied by unique flowers in ceramic vases.

「 Wow… would you look at that. The son of the whore in the flesh… 」

Son of a b-

「 Quick, sister. You definitely don’t want to be infected with its shameless vulgar attitude. 」

「 I agree, brother. I don’t want to be the next whore who loves to leech off men. 」

They walk quickly, leaving small mocking laughter as they pick up their pace. They are Ryden, the second oldest brother, and Cefre, the youngest sister of the Alderhide family.

I want to retort the favor but there are more pressing matters. I try to forget about it and continue to the main door, where I finally see mother still sitting in a carriage far better than the one that mother has back in the Alderhide countryside. Wearing a charming green gown this time, but her classic black pillbox hat is still there.

「 There you are, sweetie! 」She waves at me, urging me to come inside the carriage,「 How was your rest? 」

「 Splendid my mother. 」I hop into the carriage, lightly kissing my mother’s hand as it is the normal etiquette,「 My wounds should naturally heal up in a day or two. So… Where are we going? 」

With me tucked in nicely in the carriage’s soft sofa sitting across my mother, the horse neighs and soon the carriage starts moving.

「 While you were sleeping, I thought it would be great to ask for a position in《Veinard Trading Guild》where you will be tasked in one of their branches far away from Veinard. Isn’t it perfect for your current circumstances? 」She says, letting out a small smile, one that is forced.

While here I am lazing around and still worrying about it, my mother has already found a solution for my current problem. Dammit. How much more should I be in debt with my mother.

But why do I have a feeling I’m forgetting something…? Oh yeah, I should check up with Shen.

Shen, are you there? How is your time in the Sky Palace?

『 All Is Well, My Revered And Honorable Creator~ 』

Shen, back to its normal dragonic voice. The same deep and primal-like voice. But this time with deep reverence and respect. Even a bit sultry in the end…

If it was in her human voice, I would’ve probably been entranced, with her dragon voice, however… I’m honestly a bit creeped out.

Judging from your voice, I can see you are back in your dragon form, as requested. How was it? Do you notice any change?

『 I Do Not Feel Any Changes, My Creator. I Am Still The Dragon That You’ve Known Of, Shen. 』

So reverting back to her original dragon form doesn’t change anything huh…

It was a little hope of mine, but it was all for nothing from the seems of it.

『 My Creator, You’re with Your Mother Right? 』

Yes… I forgot you can sense or perceive my surroundings. What about it?

『 Would It Be Permissible For Me To Meet With Your Mother? In My Human Form Of Course. 』

Whaaat?! Why?!

「 Why are you smiling sweetie? 」Mother asks out of nowhere, seemingly bemused.

What? I’m smiling? No way in hell I’m smiling…

Was it that shocking that I smiled…?

「 Nothing, mother. I just thought of a funny joke. 」I say, trying to dismiss it all.

「 Well, whatever it is. 」She lightly giggles, her smile now the genuine kind that I’ve known since I was still a child,「 Keep it that way, sweetie. You should smile more. You would’ve scored yourself a point or two with women with that smile. 」

I dismissed what my mother said. I look out the window and try my hardest to keep a poker face, where I will continue to converse with Shen through telepathy.

And why should I let you meet with my mother, Shen?

『 It’s to… to To Learn How To Walk And To Also Learn Human Society In-Depth, Yes… Yes, That’s Right! May I, My Creator?! 』

Okay… And why does it have to be my mother and instead of someone else?

『 She’s The One You Trust And Is Closest To The Most, Right? 』

Well… If you insist then.

I’m not entirely convinced by her answer but it’s not like anything bad would happen with her meeting with my mother, right? Right?!

In a couple of minutes, the carriage stops. Just about time. Across the street, a towering clock springs out in the corner of the magnificent building which I’m sure is the rumored《Veinard Trading Guild》The clock tower somehow reminds me of London’s Big Ben, but unlike it, this clock only faces one side.

Near where the carriage stops, there’s a small alley, perfect for Shen to come through hiddenly.

Shen, can you summon yourself?

『 By All Means. Although It Would Require Your Explicit Permission And Not Far Away From You. 』

I allow you to summon yourself. Make sure to do it on the small gap between the two buildings near me.

A quick flash of purple light springs out of the alley, seemingly going unnoticed by a few passersby, too busy in their day-to-day life. And shortly afterward, Shen comes out of the alley, looking dazzling as ever. She’s surprisingly standing quite well compared to last time.

「 Ahhh… My cr— Renald! H-how are you? 」

「 Ohh it’s you, Shen! Mother, this is… this is my… my dragonkin friend. 」

「 Hello, Renald’s mother. What a coincidence we met each other. I’m his, Ahh–! 」

Oh no, she falls down again!

I quickly dash to her and carry her up again.

「 Oh my… what happened to her? 」mother asks worryingly.

「 She, uhh… 」Come on… Think of an excuse,「 she sprained her ankle a week ago. She should have already been healed but it seems that she’s still having trouble walking. It would be best if mother can support and teach her how to walk. 」

「 Okay… sweetie, 」mother steps forward, giving her hand, 「 And who is this beautiful girl that I gladly come to know of? 」

「 My name is Shen. 」She steps in, able to stand again,「 and I’m Renald’s ser— I mean… soulmate! 」

「 Wait, wait wait no! we are not! She and I are really just friends, mother! 」

「 Ara Ara~ 」Mother’s hand gently covering her small laughter.

「 Umm… Is there something funny, mother? I’m sorry for not letting you know her sooner. 」

「 Look at you being all shy, sweetie. I’m so happy! All this time I was worried why you’ve never mentioned any women or lovers, while you always go adventuring around with that Reinhardt boy… to the point it leads me to the wrong conclusion… 」She says, avoiding eye contact, and her voice drops near the end, seemingly a bit reluctant and ashamed.

Wait… Wrong conclusion…? Did, did mother think I’m actually gay or something?!

「 Ara-ara~ well anyway, my dear grown-up boy~ I think it’s about time you take care of your business in the《Veinard Trading Guild》with sir Dorlad, while your secret lover and I will have a heart-to-heart, women-to-women talk. 」

「 I-it would be an honor! 」Shen joins in, excitedly.

「 W-wait don’t I have a say in this matter?! 」

They all hop into the carriage again, with mother helping Shen get on the carriage, not even paying attention to the screams of my worry.

「 Fufufu… Bye-bye sweetie~! 」

「 Bye Bye Renald! 」

And they all left, without more words said, other than the sound of the whip and the carriage moving…

I feel left out. I thought I would be together with them if I allowed Shen to meet with my mother. What are they going to do with just the two of them?! Will my mother tell Shen shameful stories when I was still young that I didn’t even know before my transmigration?!

「 Umm… Excuse me, Sir. Are you going to come inside to the《Veinard Trading Guild》? 」

「 Ah yes, I will get inside. 」

I come inside and I must say, the guild is definitely something else. Its decorations and interiors, although slightly less impressive than the《Dyron Temperament》is way better than《Adventurer’s Creed》when I really think about it.

No rowdy crowd of adventurers where they boast of great adventures or share exaggerated tales of defeating monsters as they drink alcohol to the fullest. At first, it gives a rather unique feel to the guild’s atmosphere, but after getting used to it to death, I much rather have some quiet peace. Especially since those kinds of people are usually the ones who only talk and talk, not letting their actions do the talking instead, trying too hard to impress the beautiful girl behind the receptionist.

Much more refined, as trading is definitely the place for the intellectuals with no room left for brutes.

I even overheard a group of merchants discussing which type of grains to buy that will sell the most to different cities.

On the wall behind the large reception desk, lies what I think is this guild’s slogan.

Sweat and guile combined shall turn to gold

「 Excuse me, sir. How may I assist you? 」the receptionist asks.

「 Ah, yes. I’m looking for sir Dorald. 」

「 Well then, please follow me. I shall escort you to his office. 」

Then the receptionist leads me to his office. I lightly knock on the door and slowly open it. What greets me is a spacious room, with a man sitting behind a table, and what seems to be his assistant standing next to him. A typical room for an important or influential person.

「 Greetings, you must be Renald. I heard from your mother, Lady Heva, that you are interested in escaping from the mundane that is the Veinard kingdom and would like to test your luck in adventuring and experiencing the world outside of our home kingdom. 」

Hmm… Looks like she already has a story to go along with the reason why I want to go far away.

「 Yes, that’s right. I feel like I’m just not living up to my potential. 」I say, going along with my mother’s story.

「 That’s great. We are currently recruiting for skilled professionals in one of our many overseas branches, in the mystical lands littered with floating islands, both equally arcane structures, and mountains — the Kasanra region. The land of the Canids. 」

The man points to one of the paintings. A huge world map plastered on the wall,

「 A week ago we received a message from our branch in Kasanra, requesting more men to help with their operations there. It is a rather weird request since they operate independently and can recruit people themselves, but considering they are requesting educated men with noble experience it is very reasonable as they would’ve been hard-pressed to find a man with such high criteria. 」

「 I can see why that’s the case. But the criteria of an educated man with noble experience… What would I be doing there specifically? 」

「 We aren’t exactly sure, but it is highly likely the job entails diplomacy matters with the local Canids nobles there. You will be given further detailed instructions over there. 」

Hmm…

「 I understand if you need more time before joining us. 」

I don’t need to delay the decision much longer, the sooner I get out, the better.

「 Is there an employment contract I need to sign? I don’t need much more time to prepare. 」

「 That’s great. Give him the contract paper. 」

His assistant places the contract and a fancy feather ink on the table.

The contract is the usual formal one. A logo consisting of the veinard kingdom’s banner of livery white, blue, and gold. With bright stars inside the shield and ships with its classic multiple white sails. The guild’s emblem.

The employment contract term is filled with a description of where I will be assigned to their branch in Kasanra. With compensation of eight silvers per month. Smaller than my monthly allowance, but with an upfront payment of one month. And even insurance. If by chance I pass away in my service, my affected family will be compensated with six months worth of salary…

Not sure if I should be thankful for their generosity or concerned, there’s a mention of death insurance as it hints that where I’m going can be a dangerous place.

「 Welcome to the《Veinard Trading Guild》」he says offering a hand, I return the favor by gripping a firm handshake,「 where under the blessing of his majesty the king, we shall turn sweat and guile to gold for our own and the kingdom’s prosperity. 」

He glances at the signed contract and then passes it to his assistant where he immediately heads out of the room, presumably to pass it to the administration.

「 Your immediate presence there is important, so I will assign one of our affiliated merchants, Sir Aston Marcht, to help transport you to Kasanra in the next three days. He’s going there to sell luxurious goods such as wines to the local Canids nobles there. You will join his voyage and as soon as you’ve arrived in Jayavia city, you will head to our branch where you will report in and be given further instruction. Understood? 」

Hmm… Marcht — a last name. He’s a noble?

「 Yes, sir. 」

「 Great, please give me a second. 」

He leans slightly to the left, where he pulls on a drawer and places two letters on the table. Both have the blue wax seal with the guild’s emblem. Guild’s emblem insignia, and a pouch of money, my upfront compensation from the looks of it.

「 Here is the《Veinard Trading Guild》badge insignia, as you are now officially one of the core professionals of our guild. On the left is a letter of your mission to be given to Aston Marcht. We will tell him the news soon that you will be boarding his ship, but this letter will be for verification purposes. And on the right is a letter to our branch in Kasanra. Oh and don’t forget about your upfront payment. The Kasanra branch will be the one who gives the compensation from now on. 」

「 Thank you, if that is all then I will be on my way to prepare for the voyage. 」

「 That is all. I wish you safe passage and good luck on your journey. And that amidst your duties, you’ll find the great adventure you’ve been looking for. 」

I give a last firm handshake to the man. Then I head outside. My mind is filled with the preparation I need to do for the inevitable voyage. Where I will leave my mother behind…

…..

At the end of the day, I’m in the Sky Palace, writing letters to send to Elras, Aaron, and some of my close professors other than Professor Meyer, after I just finished packing up my things back in the dorm which all will fit in one large suitcase. Although it’s only in three days I will be going to a faraway land in Kasanra, it’s better to prepare as soon as possible.

It’s a breeze, just writing papers, only what’s left is some minor professors I have small relations with. A simple greeting and a small story of how I want to adventure far away, across the ocean.

With these letters, if they are involved in the crossfire, at the very least those dragonkins will know where they should go and leave them alone.

I’m sitting down in what seems to be the master bedroom, a much more spacious bedroom compared to the others. And with a simple mind of wanting a large desk with a comfortable chair, it immediately appeared in this room.

It would’ve been a calm night if it weren’t for Shen barging immediately inside my room. Didn’t even bother knocking first… Looks like I got some common etiquette to teach in my to-do list later on.

She seems to be in a very confident and ecstatic mood after she meets up with mother.

「 Shen, 」I call tersely,「 you know to knock on the door before coming in, right? 」

「 Yes, My creator. 」She answers, as she closes the door.

There’s that word again that bothers me to death.

「 Dear goddess… 」I sigh…「 will you ever stop saying my creator?! 」

「 You never forbid me to call you as my creator, MY creator… 」She says, letting out an enigmatic smile.

Is she being smug?

「 Hmmm, let me guess… If I forbid you to say that, you would just find another one, right? 」

「 Of course. 」She comes closer, the large table that separates me and her proving to be an obviously poor obstacle as she gracefully navigates around it,「 if you don’t like it, I can call you as my lord, my king, or perhaps… My owner would fit you more~ 」

I swallowed real hard. I’m at a loss with this woman…

「 You know what… I give up, I rather you call me as master than creator. 」

「 Wait… Don’t tell me?! 」

「 Yes, Shen… 」I say slowly, preparing for the inevitable,「 I’m retracting my command, from now on you can call me as master. 」

「 M-ma.. master… 」Her eyes lit up as soon as she finished her word.

「 Thank you, my master~ 」

Her words gently blow to my eardrum, sending shivers to the core. And my lower part twitches.

「 Now then, is there any business for you to come here? 」

「 Umm… Master, would you like some tea? 」

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LOTA CH41 — Forecasting Trouble

June 10, 2021 PunLeave a comment

This is bad. My assumption was right. That adventurer doesn’t have a single clue of Dae Sho’s background. I should’ve told Shen to leave one of his bodyguards alive, but alas what’s done has been done and considering the dire situation, her viciousness was reasonable. At least that’s how I like to think of it.

I’ve buried the dead to hide my tracks, but I’m not sure of the consequences that will happen to me for killing him. I need to be meticulous and be cautious.

And that’s why I’m here in front of this house that once must’ve been magnificent with its two-story tall and fancy bricks. Its unmaintained garden with its obvious wild tall grass however loses the house charm. Professor Meyer’s house. Hopefully, he can tell me what I should be careful of and what to do next now that I’ve done something significant.

I knock on the door.

「 Who is it?! It’s nighttime for crying out loud! 」

「 It’s me, Professor Meyer, your student, Renald. 」

The door opens, behind it is Professor Meyer in his baggy white shirt.

「 What the heck are you doing here, Renal- 」

Midway he stops, his eyes widen, must’ve seen the obvious wounds.

「 Judging from the wounds that you’ve barely tended for, you must’ve come to me to ask for something very important. Come inside, this is no place to chat. 」

He opens the door widely and gestures to me to come inside. I follow his lead and come inside. What greets me in this place that seems to be a living room are numerous scrolls, stacks of papers, and weird ancient statues scattered throughout the room. Even on the floor. What a messy place. But that fits his character.

「 Forgive me for not being able to offer you adequate hospitality. 」he says, feeling a bit lost with the messy environment.

「 It’s alright, Professor. I’ve come suddenly without prior notice anyway. 」

The place was littered with many things that I’m sure that come from his research but thankfully the modest wooden chairs were unoccupied with his stuff. With a swift and careful motion of avoiding his littered things, I navigated and finally took a seat, to relax a bit after a painful journey.

「 So then, who causes these wounds of yours? 」He asks immediately as soon as we both sit down.

His finger tapping the table and eyes staring dagger at me. Annoyed and serious.

I should answer truthfully, without in a roundabout manner.

「 Dae Sho came after me a moment ago, wanting to kill me. I retaliated and in self-defense I killed him. 」

A look of surprise plastered his face.

「 His arrogance knows no boundaries indeed. 」He says, seemingly to himself,「 I’ve advised him from time to time to never be arrogant because there’s always bigger fish in the sea. But to think you’re the one who finishes him. 」

「 Are you angry at me? 」

「 Of course, not. 」He immediately replies,「 however, you know that he is THE young master of one of the largest clans in the Lungkin Dynasty, right? There’s a reason why I’ve become a history teacher in a human kingdom that doesn’t appreciate history. 」

Well, connecting the dots is easy enough with how obvious he is hinting at.

「 Were you in some sort of trouble over there? 」I ask, already knowing the answer, but there’s nothing wrong with trying to confirm my suspicion.

「 Sort of. 」he plainly says,「 something I don’t want to disclose too much, but do not worry, my problem doesn’t come from the Sho clan and even then my problem pales compared to the one that you are in right now, Renald. 」

He stares at me so seriously. The same one when caught his students sleeping in the middle of his class, showing how serious the matter is.

「 I strongly recommend you to disappear, 」he continues,「 away from the Veinard kingdom. Even better if it’s outside of the Concordis region. 」

「 I can understand laying it low for the time being. But to run away even outside of the Concordis region? Aren’t you overexaggerating this matter? 」

Suddenly, his fist bangs the table loudly, papers that were on the table are now flying to the air where they ultimately fall to the ground.

「 Renald! 」 He shouts, gone was his polite and calm manner,「 He is the son of the Sho clan! Famous for their vicious strength. Get on their good side, and you’ll be in heaven. Get on their bad side, however, and only hell will await you. 」

He withdrew his hand off the table, knowing he spoke out of turn.

「 I’m sorry if I sound too hostile, I am saying this out of the concern for your safety. 」

His eyes lowered, shame plastered in his expression.

「 It’s alright Professor, I know you mean well… 」

「 Have you done the best you could to hide your tracks, at the very least? 」He asks.

「 Yes. 」I say with a nod,「 I’ve buried him amongst his underlings. Hopefully, they won’t be able to figure out that it was me who did it. 」

「 How can you be so sure, Renald…? 」

Silence befalls this room, with me being reluctant to answer that question. I mean can the Sho clans connect the dots that a mere human was able to cause such a devastating environment? But if Dae Sho before the encounter reports back to his clan that I have the ancient swords they desire and that he will confront me, then I’m screwed.

「 Hmm… 」 he stops the awkward silence, 「 There is something that you are hiding from me, Renald. 」

His hand makes its way to his chin, pondering. Does he really want me to spill the beans?

「 But honestly, I like it that way. 」

His immediate answer calms my nerves. Thank god I don’t have to explain it was an ancient dragon who did it.

「 The more I don’t know, the more both you and I are safe. 」He continues,「 please do note because of that, however, I won’t be able to give you tailored suggestions that fit your current predicament right now. With that in mind, I still insist for you run away from the Veinard kingdom. I don’t know how well you hide your tracks but you must be very careful. 」

「 I understand…. 」I say reluctantly,「 But that means I have to leave my mother alone… 」

「 Being apart from your family is a shame indeed, but look at the bright side, Renald. 」His tone is higher, seemingly trying to cheer me up,「 This is a chance for you to have an adventure! To experience the wonders of the world and explore exciting, exotic, and new things that befit the drive of a young man such as you. 」

「 I see…. 」I can only reply plainly. I don’t like it but what else can I do?

But where do I go though? I only know the Veinard kingdom and other neighboring kingdoms such as Shiford, and even then I’ve never traveled outside of this kingdom. It would be traveling to the unknown and most importantly leaving mother behind.

「 If that’s all, then you should get going now. You need to heal up and rest. 」He says, forcing me to get out of my deep thoughts.

「 I will get going then, Professor. 」He’s right, I need to discuss this with my mother anyway, no need to hang around here much longer,「 hopefully this won’t be the last time we meet. Farewell Professor. 」

With my farewell done, I immediately head outside, and soon the cold night greets me with its evermore dark and chilly air. The area has very few manaritium lamps, and if they did it’s quite dim, further emphasizing the cool dark.

Then, as I thought about what path I should take to go meet my mother in the Alderhide mansion, Professor comes out of his house, quickly tucking his jacket.

「 Umm… why are you coming with me, Professor? 」I ask, confused.

「 I shall visit a friend of mine. 」He says nonchalantly, fixing his jacket, preparing for the cold night,「 a friend who’s an exemplary Wits magician, able to cast a spell that obscures some of my memories of what has happened tonight. 」

「 Huh…? What for? 」

「 For insurance. 」He says slowly,「 if by chance the Sho clan comes to me to ask some questions about the death of their young master, either in a friendly or hostile manner. What has happened tonight will not go to their ears. Ensuring both your and my safety. 」

The familiar stoic body is nowhere to be found and replaced with a droopy posture, seemingly being reluctant with whatever he’s doing.

「 I hope we can stay in touch, Renald… 」He says, pinching his nose, letting out what seems to be a forced smile, and longing eyes,「 but due to your circumstances, it would be best if we don’t contact each other. Maybe in the next few years. 」

He pats my shoulder and deep in his eyes a reluctant and longing look.

「 I wish you good luck and bid you farewell, my dear favorite student. I sincerely pray that this won’t be the last time we’ve met. 」

We walk on our separate ways. With no more words said and the night becoming slightly colder.

I turn back one last time, and the Professor has already left out of my sight.

…..

There it is across the horizon, the Alderhide mansion, a luxurious one for sure. Gigantic white pillars decorated in gold stand tall in front of the mansion that supports the roof, reminding me of classic greek architecture.

As soon as I’m in front of the gate, two guards greet me, looking a bit annoyed.

「 Excuse me, Sir. But, who are you? 」One of the guards asks.

「 Renald Alderhide. I’ve come to see my mother, Lady Heva. 」

「 Excuse me, Who…? 」

「 For crying out loud! 」I shove him in the face with my Alderhide nobility badge, 「 I’m the son of Lady Heva! Now make way and lead me to her! 」

Noticing my proof, the guards become quite startled, they look at one another and without a say, one of them lightly bows to me and leads me inside the mansion.

We walk for a considerably long time, seemingly to the far corner of the mansion.

「 Sorry for coming in late, mother. I hope I didn’t disturb you if by chance you’re sleeping. 」

「 Do you think I can sleep and sound when my son is out there doing dangerous tasks! Look at you, you even come here with injuries! 」

Mother grabs my hand, looking particularly attentive to the slash in my hand.

「 Why are you just standing there, guard?! 」She angrily looks at the guard,「 call in the maid! 」

The only response the guard gives is a deep bow and he immediately hurries out leaving the scene, calling the maid I presume.

「 Where is the rest of the family, mother? 」I ask, trying to fill in the void.

「 Oh you know, they are in the nobles gathering after the graduation ceremony. 」

Well, whatever they are doing is none of my concern. I guess this is the perfect time to tell her the bad news. Can’t delay it much longer.

「 Mother. 」

「 Umm… What is it, sweetie? 」

「 I’ve… 」Damn… I’ve just realized the news will hurt my mother… 「 I’ve… offended an influential and important figure. A young master from one of the Lungkin Dynasty clans. I must disappear and get away from this kingdom, mother. 」

「 S-sweetie, this… 」mother says, her expression confused, seemingly trying to comprehend it all,「 this is very… very heavy news… How did you even offend this person? 」

「 I know, thankfully I’ve just graduated. Right, mother? 」I say, trying to divert the topic.

「 Yes. That’s right. 」she says, letting out a forced smile,「 I know you will be on your own after graduation but not due to something like this… 」 Her forced smile fades away…

「 I’m sorry it has come to this mother. 」I grab both of her hands, looking directly into her teary eyes, letting out a small smile,「 I can still send letters to you once a while, I’ve just done that when I’m in the academy, remember? 」

「 Oh silly boy… You’re already talking about sending letters… Do you even know where you are actually going? 」

Ah. That’s right… I haven’t exactly thought of it…

「 I take your silence as no then. Maids! 」 She calls, clapping her hand to draw attention.

Then a maid comes, lightly bowing, her eyes to the floor.

「 Lead Renald to one of the available bedrooms. Possibly next to this room. 」

「 Yes, my lady. 」

「 I have something in mind for you to take care of your problems, but for now you should take a rest sweetie. And let the maids tend to your wounds. 」

I want to retort back but something in me wants to give in. Must because the injuries and battle fatigue has gotten to me by now.

As I got escorted by the maid to leave the room. I take one last look at mother. She smiles as she waves her hand slightly. The smile wasn’t forced but I sense deep grievance and sadness in it.

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Category: Lord of the Ancient

LOTA CH50 — Crippling Desires ♡♡♡

LOTA CH49 — Enkindling a Spark ♡♡♡

LOTA CH48 — The Dancing Blades

LOTA CH47 — Reflection & Guidance

LOTA CH46 – Disrelish Journey [Palliative Arc Start]

LOTA CH45 – The Start of Voyage [Disheartening Arc End]

LOTA CH44 — The Dragon’s Heart & Fealty

LOTA CH43 — Unworthy Love ♡♡♡

LOTA CH42 — Veinard Trading Guild

LOTA CH41 — Forecasting Trouble